How is your day going?

@Marydoll5

Aww thank you and it’s so lovely to hear from you.
Keep your chin up your a great person that deserves such peace and happiness 🥰

@luvpink
Oh thanks so much that’s so sweet of you ❤️

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Quiet day today, done a wee bit of cleaning and personal care. Then I’ve had a teacher from a local grammar school come around to collect my hiking and camping equipment that I’ve donated to there Duke of Edinburgh Scheme. It’s hard for me to see my old gear in a cupboard and not be in a position to use it so I’ve let go of it now. The teacher that came around really was blown away at the amount of equipment I was donating and said that I’m an inspiration, have a great sense of humour, that I’m generous and have a lot to give in life. Which as someone that is neurodiverse, it’s hard to process that due to me always being hard on myself. I’ve had for a number of years, items passed down to me by my Grandfathers. I’ve had them sitting around and for a few weeks now I’ve been mulling something over 🤔 I have not spoken to or seen my family in nearly ten years, as I am now alone in the world - I sent my Grandfathers heirlooms up too my two nieces so as they can stay in the family. With me filing for divorce, letting go of my grandfathers heirlooms and my camping and hiking gear, it’s really making me feel numb and contemplating everything. Add to this I’ve now started to formally pay for a non attendance cremation service, Is this a way of me, kind of getting all my affairs in order. I need to speed to a solicitor to try and gauge about getting a living will or a lasting power of attorney in place should I lose mental capacity. I must admit I’ve got to start trying to be less critical, less harsh and above all stop putting myself down which is so so hard for me to do so. I’ve decided to keep wearing a ring on my wedding finger (sold my wedding ring last year) I’ve had a silver claddagh ring on there since last year, I’ve now bought a tungsten carbide black claddagh ring in its place. I have only left my flat, once since February. I’m scared to go out, don’t want to be seen in public and don’t want to be judged by people! I want to go into town in a few weeks after my birthday to have two piercings done and price up how much it would be to have my right upper arm completely blacked out as a tattoo. I’m still fighting myself with decorating my flat as I’ve now had to admit defeat as I’m a falls risk and the chemicals in paint would affect the old bellows 😮‍💨

Ooooh do we get photos of the offensive tattoo?!

Morning Lou!! CONGRATULATIONSSSSS TO YOUR SON!! ❤️🎊 🎉🥳🥂❤️ Have an amazing day today!!

I forget you live in Scotland! I've been using Tiktok a lot lately to scratch my travelling itch, and seen so many beautiful places in Scotland I'd love to go to one day. How are you doing?? ❤️

Thank you @Sandy_123!! How are you??

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Morning all.

It's awful here,absolutely hammering down.I took the dog for a walk when it stopped for a few minutes and now we're both soaked to the skin.

Bright sunshine hete 17 degrees

The rain woke me up at twenty past seven and it's only stopped for about ten minutes all morning,

very windy and muggy here in Middle Earth, just sat here watching The Blacklist with the blinds closed.