How is your day going?

nobody is calling me… that phone called should have been at 1.50 pm … it is now 15.25.

will the call later or i have to assume they will not call today. it is appalling they did not call, making me feel anxious .. anyway.. if only a big price in the lottery or any other game. and stop all this… i feel only way out is a big price in the lottery and cut all the benefits. But it is unlikely…..

did they forget to call or just they did not need to… i am furious…… it is Tuesday so i have no commitments. But I am very angry.. i will be furious if they say i have not pick up the phone.. i hope not. i am here with the phone on my lap. so so angry…

@durhamjaide2001 thank you. i think i will assume they will not call today.. so need to run to the shops and back home. but i do not think they will call today. anyway.

maybe they did not need to call me even thought they say so. anyway.. …

Time to relax and tomorrow will be another day… maybe a stroke of luck today. Even played hotpicks.... Will try to relax easy said than done.

I would love to have a garden or enough space for a chair . Maybe one day .. tomorrow I need a bit brighter day. I need to go out to my Wednesdays stuff. I hope it will not rain.

@Amberpearl me too .. Boring stuff but I am not thinking too much. I am waiting for the 9 o'clock film in film4 Freeview. After it time to switch off and go to bed. And tomorrow will be another day.

Wow, enjoy hope the rain keeps off and take care!

I know how you feel

I like film 4 too

good morning … very anxious as usual but will try to enjoy my day… in an hour or so i will have to go out and back home maybe by 2.30 pm.. and i hope to enjoy my Wednesday stuff. but i am really anxious. till later.

I know the feeling. Kettle and toaster packed up, and now tumble dryer screaming like a banshee!

@Grumpy1314 I am sorry you feel so down today. I hope you will feel a bit later. I know it is a struggle to keep going but I feel better times will come. But yes. I feel worse in the afternoon once I am back at home. Future is bleak but I try not to think about it.. .