How is your day going?

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  • Katiedimelow20
    Katiedimelow20 Online Community Member Posts: 247 Connected

    @Biblioklept does lot more when in private. My dad see lot but do nothing about it . I not looking forward to Manchester since my mum direct me with her words throughout Manchester and I already feel stressed and anxious and frustrated

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    Honestly you let your guard down as alot of shame attached to my bdd and been so gaslighted over the years yes ive sent two emails lets see if they respond and the thing with therapy they say you have to attend in person not actually understanding that I cannot leave house makes me feel worse talking to them just seems tick boxing exercise

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 752 Empowering

    If I have to be honest I feel the same way Is all about ticking boxes and pretending they are doing something.. but It wil be worse not getting treated or at least trying. I am not losing hope . But I have been sick for a long time and nothing seems to work. Maybe I have to accept I can't get cured and try to live with all my issues... I do not know.…

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    I agree i feel the same tbh makes you feel worse going to them she was like we are all sociable animals we need people i said talk for yourself your not talking for me i best leave it or I send 10 emails best sit on my hands

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,244 Championing

    It's a dull day here

  • Biblioklept
    Biblioklept Online Community Member Posts: 335 Empowering

    GOOD MORNING BEAUTIFUL PEOPLEEEEEE

    I've been in such an awful funk, had bad news health wise, family wise, money wise, life wise but I woke up feeling super today anyway so I'm going to embrace it 😀

  • Katiedimelow20
    Katiedimelow20 Online Community Member Posts: 247 Connected

    My mum still treats me same poo way . Kept directing me with her stupid words and I know is going to far worse when comes to Manchester city.

  • luvpink
    luvpink Online Community Member Posts: 3,211 Championing

    Good morning

    Its cold and raining here.

    I haven't been able to get out for nearly two weeks and I'm so bored.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 752 Empowering

    Morning.. i am at home. I went to collect my medication and back home. And I think I will stay here. I hope to feel better tomorrow....but it is hard...

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 752 Empowering

    UC pestering again. I didn't reply the last message but I might have to talk to the group. I am not well.. it is so distressing.... It states is voluntary etc... I do not want to go.....

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,244 Championing

    Got my cardiology appointment tomorrow morning

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,293 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    @Schildpad are UC pestering you about getting back into work? That's voluntary so you can just ignore it 😊 Be kind to yourself and let yourself rest for the day if that's what you need, don't push yourself too hard.

    Good luck with your appointment @Amberpearl! How are you feeling about it?

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 752 Empowering

    thank you.. i know.. but this is the second time they say it is voluntary but do they expect me to reply and say no thank you or i just ignore it.. i did so a few day ago.. and they repeat the same reminding me they texted me….. i do not want to deal with them so i will ignore it again.. Honestly the anxiety they put onto people it is ridiculous.. it is the same .. it is voluntary and if i need help and blah blah blah… same wording … it is really copy and paste…. i really need to move on.. this is getting very scary i do know in my group i can not be forced… but things might change.. i am really considering something from home… i guess next year will be a year of good changes….

  • Chris75_
    Chris75_ Online Community Member Posts: 3,834 Championing

    I personally intend to accept their 'help', but i don't imagine they will be messaging those with no hope of employment. I have no faith in the DWP.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 752 Empowering

    i am not ready i might try to move on… but i rather try myself than one of their job choices…. i know they are desperate for care jobs… etc… But i am willing to do something that will help me mentally and not make it worse.. i do not trust the dwp. it is very little in our favour and only in theirs.. i think i will ignore it again.. i will double check tomorrow with the group i am volunteering and i will see.. The problem with the help the provide is about pointless training or a training i am not interested at all.

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    Everything they are doing is so scary I be waiting for them to contact me ofcourse it disturbs you i will be the same seriously feel like ptsd regarding dwp so its very triggering I sit here and rack my Brain what I can do and honestly its depressing as id literally last a week in a job and I know that I hate it I hate being like this if people didnt genuinely need benefits they would go back to work as this is so so stressful even with all the treatment from them we still have to rely on this awful system feeling it today big time laboir are not for the people at all

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 752 Empowering

    It is one thing after another....I got another message from the agency this time about an inspection in the rooms for mold etc... No rest. I am always anxious......

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 752 Empowering

    anyway…good night. this is all so stressful.. i really would love to have some peace… but i can not find it. tomorrow will be another day…