Cant relax

I'm okay.

Trying to stay positive but fed up with medication side effects so its difficult.

I am keeping busy to distract myself.

I have done my chores here and I'm going out later to look out to the sea.

Its so beautiful the big white waves crashing about and the golden sand.

I hope you have a good day and take care.

@Catherine21 yesterday you started this thread saying "Everyday im on high alert its like a life sentence that ive been trying to escape from for years i feel like im drowning with no escape i try to distract my mind but it constantly on a loop running in the back ground..." Do you feel like that again today? Your heart is as big as the sky. Do you know that?

@luvpink I've had dreadful experiences with meds too. I can barely tolerate anything anymore. I hope the sea soothes your troubles.

Catherine, I just wrote a reply but it got stuck in the filter. Darn! We'll have to wait for the mods tomorrow to check in to continue. Bye for now. Take care.

Here's one of my favourite heart songs, "Heart of Gold" by Neil Young. (And no, I'm not making a pass at you! 😁)

Good morning @Catherine21

I hope you manage to have a good day.

Good afternoon, @luvpink It's sweet to hear about your experience at the sea. It's the opposite here in Malaga because it's holy week, so the city is full of gridlocks with Easter processions and it's insane out there. But I'm able to get out in the mornings if I want to, and I like my apartment so it's all good.

Hi @Catherine21 Did you see my post finally showed up above (just before the Neil Young video post)? Also, I posted some art whispers for you in the Letters thread. Hopefully you caught that. I love your writing. This is pure poetry, straight from the beautiful source that is your heart:

What boggles my mind is how you are able to convey so much information and so much passion in so few words and with no punctuation. It's amazing. There's a cartoon that I've seen about the importance of punctuation that you defy in your writing. I'll see if I can find it.

So you like the harmonica? In the 90s, I was coaxed into listening to Bob Dylan and Neil Young, which is when I fell in love with the harmonica - and both of them. Here's a song I've been listening to lately, another lullaby, that has a fabulous harmonica component. It is sad yet beautiful - both in the sound and the lyrics. It's bittersweet. Hopefully you like this, Ray LaMontagne "We'll Make it Through."