Job search depression getting really bad

Stellar
Stellar Community Member Posts: 587 Trailblazing
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struggling to apply for anything. I see listings and just can't get myself to do it.

i'm neurodivergent, and applying for anything takes a lot of mental brainpower and task switching that's just not worth the energy to deal with just to never hear anything back or get ghosted.

I just don't believe any of the positions I'm seeing online now are real. or if they are, whether they'll actually get back to me, or were even going to consider anyone outside internal hires and networks to begin with. it just dosen't feel worth it for rejection, ghosting, having to fight off CPTSD-related triggers, including rejection sensitive dysphoria.

also trying to work out who's viable in my professional networks to reconnect with is a strugle. like, who could realistically help me, and for what?

i'm also just not believing anyone who says they're gonna take my CV and get back to me with services i'm under. i don't trust the jobs they have a real, because employers themselves don't want to fill them.

feel like I'm going to be unemployed till after the upcoming Iran War-related socioeconomic crash coming later this year. And given the political climate in the UK towards all marginalised groups, I fear i won't be able to leave the country before i'm a victim of a hate crime, meaning I'm unable to work at all.

at least the EU youth mobility scheme coming in next year gives me hope i can return to humanity with a job before it's too late.

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  • Stellar
    Stellar Community Member Posts: 587 Trailblazing

    did employers explicitly tell you that you got rejected for age? you can't prove it otherwise.

  • jumiki388
    jumiki388 Community Member Posts: 5 Listener

    It is completely valid to feel like the entire system is rigged against you when you are dealing with burnout and rejection sensitive dysphoria.

  • Stellar
    Stellar Community Member Posts: 587 Trailblazing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1124886#Comment_1124886

    they wouldn't know you're neurodivergent unless you tell them (and if you do, that's your first mistake).

    Also best to just say you can work evenings and weekends even when you can't, so you can actually speak to a person fully once you're able to.

  • Stellar
    Stellar Community Member Posts: 587 Trailblazing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1124887#Comment_1124887

    in fairness, gender identity also isn't thanks to the Supreme Court ruling. Better to not be included on the Act that retconned out of it later through systemic bigotry in the legal system.

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 4,887 Online Community Team

    Hi @Stellar. I'm sorry you're struggling with finding a job. It's an incredibly draining process and it's difficult to remain positive. Do you know about our Support to Work team? They can give you advice on your situation and help you find a job.

    You mentioned that you're concerned about being a victim of hate crime. Has this happened to you before?

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 4,887 Online Community Team

    That's awful @SheffieldMan1976. I don't understand why people have to be so mean.

  • Stellar
    Stellar Community Member Posts: 587 Trailblazing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1124949#Comment_1124949

    I am under StW, i've had mixed results so far.

    I've had hate crimes, on average, once every six months, from abuse on the streets right the way through to neglect from services and not just for disability. No point reporting. Luckily nothing severe yet, but I fear that will change.

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 4,887 Online Community Team

    I'm so sorry you've experienced this @Stellar. Have you tried reporting it before? I sincerely hope that you're not subjected to a severe attack. If you are, please report it to the police.

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