Worried whilst waiting for report from the courts about my PIP appeal

Hi I've been on PiP for 5 years and a couple of years ago went for assessment and was rejected so appealed took 23 months and had a phone assessment ! my last option court of justice !!! January 2021 all they seamed to be bothered with was how smart I was when I went for the face to face one and I said I feel bad enough if I've got to come in the public I'll always look presentable because that's the way I am plus and don't think the face to face assessment has looked at my files properly because I was getting up to 20 showers a day and I'm waiting now on a report from the courts to see if they haven't gone by the law coming up 4 months for this coming through I'm disgusted and at my wits end ? ??