In a really bad place right now really nneed my friends on here

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  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    I really am blessed with the partner I have he does take good care of me . This is what I say to my nurse I have a good life but yet so suicidal which makes no sense . 

    Today they asked if the student nurse can do it and I said yes 
    because we all have to learn 
    but it really hurt . 

    I think I spend to much in my bed 
    room so I have been sat up 
    on my sofa today so hopefully I’ll sleep well tonight . 



  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    Hi friends I’m struggling this evening I fell asleep early again so now I’m awake my partner is asleep he needs his rest bless him .

    I’m on hold to crisis team I’m feeling very suicidal and I’m really struggling x 
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,813 Championing
    Hi @cupcake88 - you've done exactly the right thing in contacting your crisis team. I'm so sorry that you're struggling.
    As it's after midnight, I don't know when you posted, but you're always in my thoughts & prayers. I hope you have heard from your crisis team by now.
    You are right that if you spend too much time in bed, this can go against you. Can you try & be more active, even getting up & walking around your home every so often? It does help in getting tired a little from some very gentle activity that it can help you sleep, so worth a try, & avoid catnaps if you can. Love & hugs, xx
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    @chiarieds. thank you my dear friend for always having me in your thoughts and prayers . Yes I called the crisis team and it made me feel better . It was too late to go to the crisis pad which helps .

    Yes I’m gonna try move around more and not spend so much time in bed as it’s not good for me.

    im gonna go out into town 
    today see how I get on . 

    X 
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,813 Championing
    Hope you have a better day @cupcake88 - that's good you're going to try & be more active, xx
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,711 Championing
    Morning cupcake 

    Im glad you felt better after speaking to the crisis team.

    I hope you have a nice time in town. And having a walk about town will hopefully help you sleep better tonight.

    Take care ❤️
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    Hi ladies 

    yes I’m hoping today is a better day for me I’m trying to be more active I’m already out and about
    so I’m really trying . And it is helping being out and about so I’m glad I came out 
  • Ross_Alumni
    Ross_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 7,611 Championing
    I'm glad that being out and about is helping @cupcake88, hope you have a nice time :) 
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,813 Championing
    I'm pleased going out has helped @cupcake88 - I've been out too, as my son & his wife took me to a garden centre this afternoon, which I really enjoyed; even the weather was kind. :)
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    @Ross_Scope thanks yes I had such a good time getting some fresh air . 
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    @chiarieds. that’s nice did you have any food while you was there garden centres do lovely meals . 
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    @Libby_Scope. Hi Libby I just went into town then in the evening my partner took me for a pub dinner which was really nice . 

    I’m struggling this morning with my mental health hoping will pass feeling like this . 

  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,813 Championing
    So pleased you had a good time yesterday. No, we didn't have a meal out, as we went after lunch, but had a lovely time. have you got anything planned for today? xx
  • Ross_Alumni
    Ross_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 7,611 Championing
    Sounds lovely @cupcake88, I'm going for a pub dinner myself this weekend with a friend, and I'm looking forward to it. What did you have?
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    @chiarieds hi glad you had fun at the garden centre I enjoy going to them as well how are you ? X 
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    @Ross_Scope hi I hope you have a lovely pub meal with your friend 
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,813 Championing
    Hi @cupcake88 - I'm well thank you. How have you been the rest of your day?
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    @Libby_Scope hi Libby I haven’t been so good this evening my mental health is very up and down and I can’t shake this suicide feeling off . 

    I could do with seeing community consultant but apparently because I just got out of hospital he doesn’t need to see me 
    according to my nurse , 

    I really hope I get a new nurse soon because dealing with her weekly stresses me out x 
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,711 Championing
    Hi cupcake 

    Im sorry your not feeling great.
    Trying keep yourself occupied, there’s lots off good stuff on Netflix.

    As Libby sd if you feel really bad just phone 999.

    Take care ❤️
  • Alex_Alumni
    Alex_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 7,538 Championing
    Hello @cupcake88 how are you doing this morning?

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