In a really bad place right now really nneed my friends on here

cupcake88

Hi every one I went to crisis pad and feel much better now . They said I didn’t need to go to hospital which was good . My partners home now and I feel much now . 

My mind is feeling more relaxed now . Thanks for all the support tonight I really appreciate it x 

Sandy_123

Really happy with the news, try get some rest now.

Lisatho11987777

Glad all is ok with you @cupcake88 I was so worried about you please take care and get some rest now 

chiarieds

So pleased your partner's home now @cupcake88 -  & so many thanks for updating us all. Goodnight, & speak soon, xx

poppy123456

Thanks for the update @cupcake88 please take care! xx

Lou67

Morning cupcake 

So glad your feeling better. Hope you have a lovely peaceful day.

Take care ❤️

Tori_Scope

I'm glad that resource was available to you when you needed it @cupcake88 It's good that your partner is back now, too, as I know he's a great source of support for you. 

Did you manage to get a decent night's sleep?

Lisatho11987777

Hope your feeling better @cuocake today stay strong and take care 

chiarieds

Hi @cupcake88 - it's a lovely sunny day here, & I hope it is the same for you too. Have you managed to take your dog for a walk today? xx

Tori_Scope

Hey @cupcake88 How are you doing today?

cupcake88

Hi every one 
hope your well I have been sleeping aload lately loads in the day and at night . I’m just sleeping threw my days . I managed to have a bath today for the first time in a long time I put fresh pjs on . 

I booked in to get my hair done for Saturday. I still have some things I need to order for my wedding . So I’m going to do some wedding stuff tomorrow . I managed to wash some clothes yesterday . 

Just trying to fill my day’s with things . And stay out of hospital with my wedding coming up 
I can’t be having any hospital 
Trips . I also need to stop taking over doses . 

I just keep telling my self I have some things to look forward too this year . And I have people who love me plus I have all the support off the forum that means a lot . 

Lisatho11987777

Glad your in a better frame of mind @cupcake88 realy pleased 

Tske care x

Lou67

Hi cupcake 

So glad your feeling a bit better.
And your right you have so much to look forward to.
We all care so much for you.

Stay strong ❤️

Sandy_123

Nice to read that things are Improving. 

chiarieds

That's lovely news @cupcake88 - you keep on like this. Great you've managed a bath, & you'll be ordering stuff for your wedding. I hope the extra sleep has been helping, as I'm sure you need it.

So proud of you, xx

Ross_Alumni

Glad that you seem to be feeling a bit better @cupcake88, and are keeping yourself busy with things like the haircut and wedding planning  

cupcake88

I’m having another bad night every one where I just don’t feel like I can carry on I have just tried looking for the hidden medication 
my partner hid . But I’ll just 
go paracetamol. I’m sick of all these suicidal thoughts I keep having 

cupcake88

I’m on hold to the crisis team again so I can go to the crisis pad 

chiarieds

Hi @cupcake88 - you can carry on my dear friend. You stay at home to wait to hear from the crisis team. I'm sorry for the thoughts you have; try watching the TV again, or do you like listening to music?

Do you have to wait to hear from the crisis team before you can go to the crisis pad?

Remember we're all here for you. Sending so many good thoughts, & hugs to you, xx

Lou67

Hi cupcake 

I hope the crisis team gets back to you soon.
Don't do anything silly.

Your meds are maybe needing looked at again, as your moods are getting so low again.

Stay strong ❤️