Mental health

Bluebell21

Good morning @Strawberry1 @Agnia @eeL and @Nightcity I hope you all had as good a night as you could. Please take care of yourselves.

Strawberry1

Hello everyone, I have got a phone call later on today. I am feeling a bit panicked. Not sure how I will be fixed for posting because my panicking will probably take over things . Please take care of yourselves everyone and remember to be kind to yourselves too. Hope you all have a reasonable morning and afternoon 😊. God bless you all always 🙏

Agnia

Hi to everyone ♥️

Agnia

Thank you very much Bluebell

Please take care

Albus_Scope

I hope the phone call goes ok @Strawberry1 and good afternoon @Agnia how're you doing today?

Strawberry1

Hi @Agnia , take care of yourself please

Strawberry1

Thank you @Albus_Scope . Just read the letter the call may not be exactly the time stated .

Agnia

Hi Albus Scope

Thank you very much for writing to me , im feeling anxious im having stomach cramps even if i try to calm down the anxiety is stronger and im house bound , im worried about benefits i would like to give them up but im unable to work , its my mistake because i should have cared more about my health earlier and not worked beyond my strength and be a perfectionist , i was born in Poland and came to England to work and i worked hard here and i relied on myself and my work here , i had a goal and i also wanted to help people

Please take care

Kind regards to everyone on this forum

Bluebell21

I am not too bad thanks @eeL I had a blood test this morning at the hospital. Fingers crossed the results are good.

Agnia

Hi Strawberry

Please take care of yourself ♥️

Thank you very much

Hi eeL

Thank you very much for asking

im sorry not well today

Please take care of yourself ♥️

Agnia

Thank you so very very much eeL ♥️🌷🌸❤️🌼 and for writing about yourself ♥️🌺

i would like to add here please that perfectionism is a feature that makes life very difficult, when i went to primary school the teacher hit children on the hands when they wrote poorly and i had a very high bar at school, if i can be honest im not proud of myself i got sick and im afraid for my future, i have experienced competition at school from an early age , many people complete higher education in Poland even in two fields and was still difficult for them to find a good job

Kind regards to you ♥️

Nightcity

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/932789#Comment_932789

sorry to hear your morning was awful.

the nurse wasn't the rude one who phoned the one I said I'd report suddenly couldn't make it 🤔 the one that did turn up was actually very sweet, mum explained my shortcomings and how I don't like people in and she made an effort so I made one back she wanted to meet pippa as she's never seen a violent fawn pug before and she respected my requests.

Albus_Scope

Glad you got a nice nurse @Nightcity 😊 I always try and treat everyone as individuals, so even if a company has been horrible to me, I know the person I'm speaking to on the phone isn't the cause of my woes.

Nightcity

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/932822#Comment_932822

absolutely, I did ask if possible from now onwards if possible she does these visits as I won't mind so much

Bluebell21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/932805#Comment_932805

Hi @eeL I have a large hiatus hernia and have bad acid reflux, since last July when I had my gall bladder out I also now have bile reflux as well and a cough. This means I have to take large doses of Proton pump inhibitors which unfortunately are now starting to affect my sodium and magnesium levels. My life style cannot be changed any further as I do not drink, smoke nor am I overweight (underweight if anything) also do not eat fried or spicy food or drink coffee any more. Just tea but Consultant has said I need to try decaf tea. I only have low fat cheese and I am very careful what I eat as also have Ulcerative colitis. I also have routine Liver function blood tests as this was affected by a blocked bile duct and the gall bladder. This has to be monitored blocked bile duct can happen again.

I am not feeling too bad thanks just get very tired. I agree we are better off knowing so can be sorted sooner.

Thank you for asking. I am sorry your day has not been the best, Take care.

Nightcity

bless you all.

I've got routine bloods in November for blood sugar, vitamin levels and kidney function

Albus_Scope

I'll be having more bloods in November too. I'll just rename it Vampire month!

Strawberry1

Hello everyone, how is everyone doing? Hi 👋 @eeL , the phone call was ok after all bit unfortunately I'm a big worrier always have been most probably always will be . Thank you for asking. Nice to meet you . I hope you are reasonably alright today. Look after yourself please 🙏

Strawberry1

Hi @Agnia , please take care of yourself

Strawberry1

Hi 👋 @Nightcity , hope you have had a reasonable day up to yet 😊.