Mental health

Nightcity

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/939592#Comment_939592

I must be one too then.

you're not a loser

Nightcity

hey 💜 @Bluebell21

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/939580#Comment_939580

Hello hope you have a good day to x

Strawberry1

Your not a loser @Nightcity no way but I think I am.

Strawberry1

Take care @Catherine21 🙂

Strawberry1

Maybe I should have put my post in a different way . I've come to the conclusion that I'm 99 per cent sure I'm a loser . Past and present times included .

Strawberry1

Past and present moments have made me realise what a rubbish person I was and am still.

Strawberry1

My sincere apologies to everyone 😕 🙏

Strawberry1

I'm so sorry 😞

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/939618#Comment_939618

I understand how the mind tells us these things and we blame ourselves for everything when you care and have a pure heart it's easy to think we haven't done enough or what we have done is no good none of this is true you are so kind with such a pure soul you don't have to apologise for anything you are really respected on here because your a kind person and always offer kindness

Strawberry1

You write with such grace @Catherine21 , what you have written is right. The mind can trick us etc . Thank you for reminding me . Very grateful 🙏. Best wishes always ❤️

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/939632#Comment_939632

Xx

Strawberry1

One thing I'm not proud of is I've never been very good at dealing with Stressful situations . I remember when i had a job I would come home nearly every single day and be upset etc due to the stress of it all . I thought I'd be able to cope but unfortunately people, stress and other things got the better of me. That's probably why I have such a negative view of myself.

Strawberry1

Sorry once again. But thanks for being allowed to post .

Strawberry1

I think I was having meltdowns regularly during the time I worked.

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/939638#Comment_939638

Oh me to id come home and I literally couldn't talk I had to spend hours on my own totally drained then I'd be awake all night worrying about next day it was my daughter who made me realise that I wasn't less of a person because I couldn't hold a job down and that I was unwell took me along to accept have you been diagnosed with adhd ? I'm on waiting list and I understand that it's not actually my fault adhd brains in this world we are always running on speed we think and feel different imagine if everyone had adhd I believe the world would be a better place

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/103735/mental-health

I have this also the arrange of emotions in one day is insane that's why people around me find it hard one minute I be happy next crying angry guilty shameful it is a roller coaster it's good your on waiting list I've had alot of therapy on managing my emotions

Strawberry1

Thank you so much @Catherine21 . I feel a little less alone now. You are a great asset to this forum. Thank you 😊.

Strawberry1

I apologise @Nightcity , it's just my faults have been pointed out to me by someone at home. I decided to class myself as a loser and I blamed the Adhd . I am so so very sorry 😞.

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/939652#Comment_939652

I came in like a bull I'm a China shop I'm so blessed you all face me a second chance this forum is so comforting xx