Mental health

Strawberry1

Thanks @Lou67 , feeling pretty rubbish about everything.  Sorry. 

Strawberry1

Knowing me I will have made a mountain out of a mole hill anyway @Lou67 . I'm not bright enough to know right from wrong .  It was probably nothing anyway . I've caused so many problems it was probably all my fault anyway. You take good care of yourself yeah . Thanks 😊 

Lou67

@Strawberry1
I hate that you think everything is your fault. I was always told everything was my fault and I stared to believe it was.
Until I eventually left my husband for the last time and realised it wasn’t all my fault.
Please don’t be so hard on yourself I truly believe you’d benefit from even just speaking to Womans aid. 

❤️

Strawberry1

I will hate myself forever @Lou67, for even posting here in the first place.  Sorry but its just how I feel. Sorry. You take care of yourself yeah . 

Strawberry1

I might call Samaritans at some point. 

Lou67

@Strawberry1
I definitely think you should phone them, look after yourself.

❤️

Strawberry1

No worries @Ada , thanks again for everything.  Take care of yourself. Chat soon. 

Strawberry1

Hope @Ada and @Lou67 are ok .

Lou67

@Strawberry1
Hiya I hope your doing well I haven’t been able to stay on the forum as there was a hiccup with it and couldn’t see posts right, it is back to normal now. I’m going to bed soon catch up tomorrow. Take care.

Goodnight ❤️

Strawberry1

Cried alot today 😢 😪.  It helps to get stress out of our system. 

Strawberry1

I just wanted to apologise for the way I've been recently.  Everything has been messy.  I apologise unreservedly for all the grief I may have caused. My head as been all over the place.  Had a good cry yesterday.  I am so very very grateful to @Lou67 , @Ada , @Albus_Scope , @Adrian_Scope and @Rosie_Scope for all of your kindness and support and time it really does mean a great deal to me .   

Strawberry1

With regards to things at home I'm going to see how things go . Yes things have been difficult and it's upset me very much 💔 😪.  I know what I need to do if things go downhill again.  I hope everyone can find it in their hearts to forgive me . I once again apologise unreservedly my mental health doesn't help things . I will be forever ashamed of myself for oversharing .  I hope I am still OK to post and not made anyone cross or anything like that . I'm truly sorry to everyone 😞. 

Albus_Scope

Heya @Strawberry1 please, you have no need to apologise at all, we're all here to support you and talking things through can be really good for the old noggin. You're always welcome here, never forget that. :)

Strawberry1

Thank you so much @Albus_Scope . Your support means a great deal to me . I am truly grateful to yourself and everyone on the forum for having the patience with me. I will be forever grateful to Scope for everything. Your a true gentleman. I can't thank you enough. Cheers.

Rosie_Scope

You've nothing to apologise for @Strawberry1 You've not caused any grief or made anyone cross and there's no need to be ashamed for oversharing. I'm a massive over sharer sometimes, it's hard not to when you've been through some tough stuff. And I know that it can make you feel quite vulnerable afterwards, it definitely does for me!

You can share as much or as little as you like and we won't judge you for it at all. We're all here to listen and support you when you need it. A problem shared is a problem halved as the saying goes! Hope things are going okay for you ❤️

Strawberry1

@@Rosie_Scope, thank you so much for your continued support. I am so very grateful for everything. You are one of the very best I truly mean that from the bottom of my heart . Your an absolute diamond 💎. I can't thank you enough. Thank you doesn't always seem enough but I will never forget the kindness you have given me .

Strawberry1

@Lou67 , I thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything. Thank you never seems enough but believe me I will always be truly grateful for all of your support. A truly lovely lady with a big heart who genuine ♥️. Please please please take care of yourself. I see from other posts the dentist is somewhere your at today . Good luck with everything to do with that . I hope all your family are well too . I am rather ashamed of myself lately but I'm not naive in keeping my eye on things . I'm going to keep a log of stuff just in case . I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me . Kind regards Strawberry1.

Strawberry1

I am very cross and upset with myself @Lou67 . I cried alot yesterday through shame plus other worries too . 😪. I am trying to pull myself together. My sincere apologies once more . Kind regards Strawberry1.

Lou67

@Strawberry1
I’m so sorry I’m just getting back to you I have been at my mums today the weather is lovely so we sat round her back. I got a call from the dentist at 11 and asked if I could go earlier than my appointment time I told them I couldn’t do it git cancelled to next week.

That was so nice off you to say those lovely things thank you. But you have nothing to apologise for you have done nothing wrong please don’t be so hard on yourself I care do much about you.

❤️

Strawberry1

I thought it was only right to apologise @Lou67 . I am full of faults I'm afraid. Sorry 😞.