Mental health

Strawberry1

Thank you in advance @WhatThe and @Nightcity

Jane315STARX

Hi @Strawberry1 im just catching up with all that's going on.Hope your visit went well.sending you best wishes x

WhatThe

In your own time Strawberry. You are always so considerate. Just take it easy 🤗

Strawberry1

Thank you so much @Jane315STARX

Hope you are ok

Please take care of yourself

Best wishes always

Strawberry1

Hi @WhatThe , sorry my reply is late

My visitor has just left .

Thank you for your kindness .

Not sure what will happen with the friendship thats gone wrong

I take full responsability for maybe speaking out of term with the friend I had .

Thank you for your kind wishes and wishing me luck for Friday.

Im very grateful

Hoping u r ok

Please take care of yourself

Best wishes always

Strawberry1

@Nightcity , thank you for your kindness i really appreciate it .

Sorry to hear your mum is having a tough time .

I hope everything goes ok for your mum .

Thinking of you both

Sending lots of empathy and compassion your way .

Thank u again

Please take care

Strawberry1

As for the ex friend situation

Whats happened has happened

I cant turn the clock back

My mental health is very complex

Been diagnosed with Adhd and I am still awaiting an Autism assessment .

Both of these are complex things .

Since i last posted my home life hasnt really improved so im facing many battles .

No excuse I know and im not seeking pity

I think im just tryin to explain things the best way i can .

If we cant be friends anymore then thats ok.

I never meant to ruin things but life happens doesnt it .

I wish the ex friend all the best and hope things go ok for them going forwards .

Maybe sticking around on the forum is a good way to help me heal.

I rang Samaritans this afternoon and Im glad I did .

It was just what i needed .

Sorry my post is so long but at least i am managing to post without tears running down my face .

Strawberry1

Thank you all for your kindness , support and time

Forever grateful

Look after yourselves

Be kind to yourselves too

Cant thank you enough

Thank u never seems enough

But Forever grateful

Sending lots of peace and love all around

Jane315STARX

It definitely sounds like you are feeling a little more positive at the moment which is marvellous X

Strawberry1

Still feeling a little bit like a loser @Jane315STARX

I hope to become a better person in the future thats all .

Please take care of yourself

Sending warm wishes and kind blessing your way

Best wishes always

Strawberry1

Thankyou @Jane315STARX

Strawberry1

Look after yourselves everyone please

Sending kind blessings and warm wishes to all

Thanks again

Please bear with me for a little while

Many Thanks

Strawberry1

Gonna try and be a better person

Jane315STARX

@Strawberry1 you are not a loser but I think we all feel doubtful of ourselves in some form or another from time to time.Just try and focus on the positives of today as that is all you can do for the moment.Each day as it comes.I hope Tommorrow is a good day for you x

Strawberry1

Thanks @Jane315STARX

I cant thank you enough

Never ever class myself as perfect

I think i punish myself alot

Its who i am

Dont want to be perfect

Just wished i was stronger .

Your support is appreciated

Please make sure you take care of yourself too .

Jane315STARX

You are enough that's all you need and nothing more.Cherish yourself x

Strawberry1

Thank you @Jane315STARX

Thanks

Strawberry1

Hope you have a good rest of the evening @Jane315STARX

Rest as well as you can tonight

Tomorrow is gonna be a bit busy for me

Then Friday is Gonna be evenful .

Zippy1983

Mental Health is like being on an endless rollercoaster, that every time you get to the stop point the button is pushed again to go! I’ve had another appointment with the area coordinator, going to carry on working with him as it’s been a good experience so far. Fair to say when I showed him a few letters and notes I’d received off the CMHT he was as unimpressed with them as I was. I think there is going to be some fireworks going off somewhere. We both agree I need Psychological input, Vita Minds Councillor in June said I needed more input through the Psychological Aspect of CMHT due to the EUBPD and other complex problems I’ve got going on not being right for the fit for a short term private charity, in black and white in notes it even states I need Psychology input due to my EUBPD, I’ve been refused Psychology Input as OT’s were of the opinion I wanted to work on the here on now problems of isolation, low confidence etc, but OT’s told me to my face last year that I should work on my Counselling and then look at there side of the fence! Then I spent nine months on the waiting list for private counselling. Just doesn’t surprise me one bit, been fighting my corner and try to get my voice heard for a long time now. Even the area coordinator and me had been in agreement about me needing Psychology input. Just truly frustrating and back to square one job again. But I’m used to it and just have too keep fighting each minute of the day. At the thend of the day, the NHS is understaffed, underfunded and under-resourced for the amount of mental health illnesses that climb minute by minute in each town, city, village, hamlet etc.

Strawberry1

Wishing u all the best with everything @Zippy1983

Best wishes always

Please take care