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  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    He really did he taught me more than most therapists he was respectful kind he drew us all in togeather never left anyone out god I can imagine how his family and scope muss him if he can shine through a phone a computer I can only imagine his kind face smile and aura lite up a room you have that ability to calm and explain and support its a rare quality in a person people always remember who showed them kindness when thier world is dark

  • Jane315STARX
    Jane315STARX Online Community Member Posts: 885 Pioneering

    I do have another one @Nightcity that is a bit vague which has been driving me nuts for years and ive googled it but never found it.My dad told me he watched a movie with he thought Jack Nicholson and the line in the movie was "get the ball Ray".I have no idea what the movie was about but im guessing baseball or some kind of ball game.But I do remember him talking about this movie

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 178 Empowering

    A few good men is a possibility although I've not seen it but I know it has baseball in it as he spoke about it in an interview

  • Jane315STARX
    Jane315STARX Online Community Member Posts: 885 Pioneering

    Ooh that's interesting.Ive not seen that.Ill have a look.Thank.you

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 178 Empowering

    horror and thrillers are more my area of expertise oh and terrible but fun old soaps I grew up with and still own and rewatch from the beginning like prisoner cell block H, sons and Daughters, shortland Street, sunset beach etc

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    Prisoner of cell block H classic used to sing he used to buy me flowers and get upset lol oh those dungarees!! And now I've got sons and daughters theme time in my head cant beat the oldies

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 178 Empowering

    I know I can't believe that they released the entire series of both on DVD. Never could see that happening back in the ITV days.

  • Zippy1983
    Zippy1983 Online Community Member Posts: 148 Empowering

    The Italian Job

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    https://youtu.be/bPpgg5rwxpA?si=A9mqkZjshKuckS4l

  • Zippy1983
    Zippy1983 Online Community Member Posts: 148 Empowering

    @Nightcity

    Sounds like you’re in a never ending cycle of turbulence and never know what’s going on from one day to the next. I’m sorry to hear about your Mum ❤️

    My GP has been good with my mental health, however the CMHT has shall we say been lacking in support the last five years, I even had to check myself into a mental health unit voluntarily after my ex ended our marriage. I could have gone down the other fork in the road I was planing on taking but didn’t which some say speaks volumes in me as a person.

    I to have learning difficulties alongside the long term ADHD, ASD, Depression and Anxiety the emotionally unstable borderline personality disorder chucked into the mix in 2023 with all the physical stuff mixed in for good measure.


    I love reading but just struggle to pick a book up now, the large collection I do have are all in boxes. Likewise my Lego kits are in storage for once I’ve had my flat decorated. I did use dualingo learning Scottish Gaelic but have just put it on the back burner. I just wish I knew who I was as I honestly don’t know from one day to the next.

    I’ve told health professionals of my plans for if things got beyond a point of no return but have said I refuse to act on them. For over six months I’ve been paying for a non attendance cremation service for the future.

    I’ve not had contact with any of my family in ten years through personal choice, with my friends I’ve closed contact with them. I’ve just got to a point where I am fed up of nobody messaging to actually ask how I’m doing. I’ve also come to the realisation my life has gone in a different direction to there’s alongside I’ve said to two of my closest friends I’m not a good person, that I shouldn’t be part of there lives and that they have there family and friends around them. I also said I’m not a good person to be around either.

    I’ve got to work with a council area coordinator and I honestly don’t know where to begin on trying to live again let alone have the confidence to leave my flat alone to go into the city centre, I mainly only venture to the GP.

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 178 Empowering

    Our stories seem very alike.

    The mental health clinic discharged me numerous times saying I never get better worse and basically as I respond to nothing we're wasting each others time.

    just like yourself I've disowned what little family I have by choice also so I only have mum and she doesn't get why I am frightened it's not getting through.

    with me it's films more than books and I have spells I consider selling them and it's all an effort.

    I have a cremation also it's already paid for and nobody would come anyway because of my isolation and issues I live a very lonely life partly my own fault partly trauma of past events abuse, bullying etc.

    And again like yourself I also rarely go out about three times a year and that's often the GP.

    Hopefully you can continue to feel wanted here as I know your feeling, that's why I'm back here after leaving 8 months back, there are/was a couple of members who would keep swiping at me and I just thought that's it I'm gone but I missed the Many truly amazing people here and remembered there's an ignore list 😁

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 178 Empowering

    So I've been back 4 days and a lot has changed in that 8 months I was gone.

    The VERY first thing I saw was about Albus which upset and shocked me so my first post was in that thread, then before I even made another post I saw bluebell had gone which also upset me but glad she's ok, and now after doing a search to find other old friends I see we've also lost agnia and Sandy hasn't posted for a while.

    I am glad to reunite with many of you that are still here though This has certainly been joint worse year of my life along with 2013. I think even though I've had clinical depression some 28 years it's only now I'm realising how severe it actually is and how without me noticing as it happened how it's isolated me from a normal life along with the severity of my autistic traits with socialising.

    hope everyone's doing ok today 💛

    I've always been most comfortable to be myself in this thread as there's some very special people who frequent it.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,197 Championing

    I now have proof i ruin everything.

    Its true everyone hates me in the end.

    Black sheep comes to mind .

    Sorry i cant be positive

    Sorry to rant negetively

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,197 Championing

    Look after yourselves everyone please .

    Dont become a loser like me .

    Kind regards

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 178 Empowering

    you're not a loser, I get like this about myself all the time I just rarely post about it, we often look down on ourselves and are harder than anyone else could ever be, it's often because of how we've been treated over many years we get into that cycle.

    I recall a year ago you telling me you were being constantly dismissed and put down by others.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,197 Championing

    I made a good friend @Nightcity and i ruined everything

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,197 Championing

    My mental health made me ruin everything @Nightcity

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,197 Championing

    Im just not worth your time @Nightcity

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,197 Championing

    Sorry

    I dont think i should have posted

    U see always making mistakes

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 178 Empowering

    that's not true,

    not much is unresolvable. have you tried to explain to your friend why what happened did? People can be quite forgiving if they understand why.

    I am such hard work but I have a couple of friends who never gave up on me which baffles me.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,197 Championing

    Take care @Nightcity

    Thank you for the support

    I will sign out and give people a break for a while

    Please take care

    Best wishes always .