Mental health

WhatThe

Chris, I don't even want to think about some of the 'news' 'shared' on the forum. Does my MH no good 😑

Chris75_

OK, some comments might have come from the same place as chemtrails and climate lockdown; you know, a bit conspiracy type of thing.

Catherine21

God my stomach flipping anxiety through roof waiting to call housing association said haven't recieved rent for 6 weeks everything so overwhelming

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1085556#Comment_1085556

I disagree you are soooo supportive

Nightcity

@Catherine21 💛

@Strawberry1 hope your week is better and things settle down after your operation last week

I'm going to have no choice but to ask the GP tomorrow to refer me again to the mental health clinic, although it's always the same story and I get discharged through lack of response to any meds or treatment, despite having clinical depression it's always gone in waves, this year it's been constant and I'll ask for a different psychiatrist as I don't get on with the one I had he makes it very obvious he doesn't like me and the feelings mutual which doesn't help at all. Going to ask for a female one they tend to be more respectful and compassionate.

rubin16

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1087436#Comment_1087436

I wish you all the best and goodluck with the GP tomorrow. It can make a big difference when you have the right team taking care of your needs, but sometimes unfortunately it can take time to find that team. I hope you do get the right support this time.

All the best,

Nightcity

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1087442#Comment_1087442

Thank you that means a lot, hope you get somewhere today in your situation also.

Anhedonia

There are so many kind and warm hearted people posting on here.

@Zippy1983, please continue sharing your thoughts, your humour and your heart. A person that wasn't good would not concern themselves with whether they are good. You can have bad thoughts and be a good person. Please don't retreat from the world because you are needed in it.

@Strawberry1, it sounds like you have been told you're not worthy for a long time and led to believe that is the case, but it's not. If people dislike you, that's on them. It is not a reflection of you. I don't know what mistakes you think you've made but from what I've read you seem like a special person with a kind heart.

What appointment do you have on Tuesday @Nightcity? I'm not good at song suggestions but I hope you've found some suitable! What sort of music do you like?

Nightcity

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1087465#Comment_1087465

Hey

I've finally got the blood test they've repeatedly cancelled since October, I had the first half on July 31st which showed my kidneys and liver were perfect, which was vital as so far I'm the only one in my family that's not got renal failure.

this is all because of abnormal swelling on my feet and hands, the heart failure one is being done again because of some kind of error, The GP is confident is rheumatoid arthritis or heart failure or both tomorrow is the certain answer.

He is then seeing me again after the nurse does the bloods to discuss all my worries and fears and my now regular consideration of exiting the world

I love most music from 1955-2025 except all that rap and foul mouthed shouting.

In 2021 I started my own radio station because I was sick of heart etc taking all the local stations away and hearing warped sds for cremations etc. So it's ad free and focuses on classic hits, songs most have forgotten and some new stuff.

It's just a hobby doesn't and won't make money but I wanted to achieve something in my life and many enjoy it.

Using various online groups we've got a few professional presenters and professional Jingles. The only thing that will ever ruin it is the ever increasing greed of the two licensing bodies.

how you doing?

Catherine21

I cancelled an appointment with psychiatrist didnt want to talk today two guys from cmht turned up at my door asking if I was ok im shaking i actually feel violated I know it sounds extreme god thats made me feel worse I thought it was the police cant stop shaking

Strawberry1

Hope you get the right treatment @Nightcity

I really hope they put you on the road of recovery .

My heart goes out to you

Wishing you all the best with all the support you can get

Strawberry1

@Anhedonia , I have adhd

That is my biggest problem

Constantly making mistakes

Basically just messing up all the time saying and doing stupid idiotic things

( in my defence adhd brains are different )

But i still class myself as stupid etc .

Strawberry1

My head feels very messy today .

Even thought it might be best for everyone if i stop posting on here

I do nothing but cause issues not just here

Everywhere

Strawberry1

I might ban myself from here

Strawberry1

Whatever happens i do wish you all the very best in your lives

Nightcity

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1087510#Comment_1087510

You have to do what's best for you, but please realise you'll be very missed and nobody else wants to see you go.

But Sometimes we have to do what's best for ourselves, But please be sure before making a final choice

💛

Strawberry1

I dont believe i deserve kind of kindness from you @Nightcity or anyone else here .

Just my opinion .

I dunno

Maybe i could keep a low profile .

That might work .

Just keep my thoughts to myself

Strawberry1

From being little I have always got under peoples skin

Got on peoples nerves

Done peoples head in

Thats me all over

Nightcity

@Strawberry1 look at it this way.

you're on a community here with people with the same or similar conditions as you, they all care about you, they all enjoy your company and none of them have a bad word to say.

is it possible that it might not actually be YOU that's a problem but those who ssy these things to you? I think the answer is yes

Strawberry1

Your kindness is accepted @Nightcity

As i said before though i dont know if i deserve it though