How is your day going?

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  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,914 Championing

    Sunny here 16 degrees

  • Mary_Scope
    Mary_Scope Posts: 2,245 Scope Online Community Children and Family Specialists

    Good morning all!

    It's a bit cloudy here but a bit warm.

    Hope you all managed to get a decent sleep, any plans for today?

  • luvpink
    luvpink Online Community Member Posts: 2,679 Championing

    I have woken up tired again.

    Its dull here and looking like it will rain.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 452 Empowering

    morning …. very cloudy here ….. a lot cooler than yesterday. i got that dreading call today. i will see what happen… my uc account says they tell me how much i will get on the 7th August. and they will pay before the 11th August. but this call is for the new style ESA. i will see how it goes.. My Pip is back but again i will see for how long. .. i am always scared they will take it away. i really need to try to get something workwise but it is so so so hard i can not see it possible.. i do not trust this will last forever. They will stop my benefits i feel it and i rather be prepared before it happens. Anyway. I will feel better once they call me. But will not be safe until i see the amount i will end up g everything. and i might never feel safe.

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 7,353 Championing

    I feel so low since labour came in my whole world feels different trust Me was great before but never felt such darkness and hate my daughter is mixed race and she says you will never understand hiw it feels to be hated by certain groups of people I feel all everybody in society has been put in groups banded and the hate coming for disabled is so overwhelming and I believe all caused by labour my heart always felt for my daughter that people judge and hate and always always worried for her especially if reform get in and now starting to feel that feeling I desperately want to get out of this system my mum says if you want something bad enough you will honestly I'm just not capable I will last a week or so then I completely break oh so many things go against me wondering around with dark cloud so so unhappy the anxiety eating away at me I look perfectly fine and mask so well starting to think people talking about me living on benefits is soul destroying

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 452 Empowering

    @Catherine21 i understand you very well.. it is soul destroying and living in fear is a terrible feeling.. i also feel guilty about it about being in benefits.. it is awful.. I need to try to go back in track with my life. I feel this will not last forever.. i do not trust any politicians now… they all betray their people. But i feel i will need to do something even if it is from home on a computer etc… i will have to learn to deal with many things… it is very scary.. but depending on benefits it is even scarier. anyway…. try to find something i could do with my disabilities. But getting old and it gets harder and harder as the time passes. i do not know what to do. I really would like to be able to do something.. but system might force me. i am really… who will hire me.. i can not see it possible. i am very unsuitable for anything.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 452 Empowering

    nobody is calling me… that phone called should have been at 1.50 pm … it is now 15.25.

    will the call later or i have to assume they will not call today. it is appalling they did not call, making me feel anxious .. anyway.. if only a big price in the lottery or any other game. and stop all this… i feel only way out is a big price in the lottery and cut all the benefits. But it is unlikely…..

    did they forget to call or just they did not need to… i am furious…… it is Tuesday so i have no commitments. But I am very angry.. i will be furious if they say i have not pick up the phone.. i hope not. i am here with the phone on my lap. so so angry…

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 14,532 Championing

    good afternoon everyone I'm sorry to hear that you didn't get the phone call

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 452 Empowering

    @durhamjaide2001 thank you. i think i will assume they will not call today.. so need to run to the shops and back home. but i do not think they will call today. anyway.

    maybe they did not need to call me even thought they say so. anyway.. …

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 14,532 Championing

    your welcome

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 452 Empowering

    Time to relax and tomorrow will be another day… maybe a stroke of luck today. Even played hotpicks.... Will try to relax easy said than done.

  • Ranald
    Ranald Online Community Member Posts: 2,642 Championing
    edited July 30

    Grand. Sat outside in the back garden on my deck chair. Getting out of it again won't be so pleasant!

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 452 Empowering

    I would love to have a garden or enough space for a chair . Maybe one day .. tomorrow I need a bit brighter day. I need to go out to my Wednesdays stuff. I hope it will not rain.

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,914 Championing

    Watching tv

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 452 Empowering
    edited July 29

    @Amberpearl me too .. Boring stuff but I am not thinking too much. I am waiting for the 9 o'clock film in film4 Freeview. After it time to switch off and go to bed. And tomorrow will be another day.

  • Ranald
    Ranald Online Community Member Posts: 2,642 Championing

    About to set out on my scooter with Gus. Might do 8 miles tonight.

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Online Community Member Posts: 2,320 Championing

    Wow, enjoy hope the rain keeps off and take care!

  • Ranald
    Ranald Online Community Member Posts: 2,642 Championing
  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,914 Championing
  • Biblioklept
    Biblioklept Online Community Member Posts: 215 Empowering

    Good morning! ❤️❤️❤️