Autism/Depression

Andi66

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/954477#Comment_954477

Same here, I always feel I'm not good enough, that people don't want me around. So I stay at home, and keep to myself. I had bad experiences in the past. Thank goodness I've got my cats to see too. I lost my mum 7 years ago, I used to care for her. Miss her so much. Then my eldest brother 2 years later and my sister 2 years after him.

Strawberry1

Appreciate your feedback @Kali85 , sorry this reply is late .

Strawberry1

@Andi66 , I think you are a lovely person who is good enough please don't ever doubt that . My heart goes out to you for what you have had to deal with. I really wished things hadn't been so awful for you . I'm Glad you have your cats . Pets are such lovely company. I've always found you pleasant. Please be kind to yourself

Strawberry1

🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 some hugs to assure you you are all worthy

durhamjaide2001

hi everyone

Strawberry1

Hello @durhamjaide2001 👋

durhamjaide2001

how are you doing?

Strawberry1

Plodding on @durhamjaide2001 , how are you ?

durhamjaide2001

a bit tired this afternoon and anxious

Strawberry1

Sorry to hear that @durhamjaide2001 . Anything specific?

Andi66

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/954627#Comment_954627

Thank you

Andi66

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/954573#Comment_954573

Thank you

Strawberry1

Your very welcome @Andi66 .

durhamjaide2001

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/954612#Comment_954612

volunteering at a grotto

Strawberry1

Sorry you are feeling as you are @durhamjaide2001 . Oh bless you . Sending a gentle hug.

Strawberry1

Good night to all here 😴. Rest as well as you can tonight 💗

Strawberry1

I can't be sure but I'm thinking because I'm neurodivergent that is why I don't see eye to eye with the people who are in my close surroundings at home . I always seem to class myself as a rubbish person. I know being different isn't a bad thing but I always feel like I'm a burden to them and I always feel like they don't understand me . This isn't I'm feeling sorry for myself post it's me trying to work things out . I feel like I always get on the close net people's nerves and my way at looking at things seems to always be wrong in their eyes . Very confusing.

Strawberry1

Everything about me is so different to the close unit here. My stimming etc . My ideas . My views

Strawberry1

I just don't know????

Strawberry1

I just wonder if the close unit sees me as a burden because I'm different.????? . I am highly suspicious they do .