A terrible mistake
I didn't think I'd be writing this any time soon or that I'd even come back at all, but I'm in such a mess and I realised I'd made a terrible mistake leaving at all in the first place, and I don't really know how to come back because just slipping in is weirdddd and I made such a fuss going but yeah, so I'm going te be open and honest so sorry if this is unreadable
I also want to thank @66Mustang and @Adrian_Scope and @Albus_Scope who were so kind ❤️ and @chiarieds, if you don't absolutely hate me now could you send me a PM when you have time?? There's no rush at all and I understand if you don't want to but it won't let me send or start PMs now
Things weren't great on here and I stand by all the comments I made BUT I also know I'm more sensitive at the moment as I'm not going through a great time which made me think the best thing for me was to withdraw from everyone and everything 😥
It's going to sound awful saying I came back for help and I understand if no one wants to give it but I'm in a huge flap because I got a text saying my PIP review has started and I about had a major breakdown, I really don't think I can go through the forms again right now my head is in such a bad place, but I'll discuss PIP elsewhere as I'm rambling 😅 Sorry!! But I was stressing so much over that and got an email from scope and it just reminded me I did have here, if you guys will take me back
Mostly I just want to say I'm hugely embarrassed and also very sorry for anyone I upset or hurt, even though I still feel it was important to say the things I did. I've realised I've not been myself for a while and it's all bubbled over and I was much more emotional than normal as a result, even if what I was saying was true
I love you all so much and I'm sorry again and also hi! I don't know what else to say now so I'll stop writing but if you got this far you're amazing and I hope you'll accept me back ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗xx
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B, I never knew why you'd left and it doesn't matter now as you're back! This is just brilliant as are you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hiya @Biblioklept!
Welcome back! I didn't actually see what happened, but I did see a thread that mentioned you had gone. I was quite gutted as I enjoy your posts. So, I for one am glad you're back, as I know it does help you being on here. As far as the folk you upset, I do hope that your apology is accepted & you can talk things through with those you hurt. x
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Good to have you back! xx
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Welcome back @Biblioklept When I first saw your thread I thought it was an old one that had been missed when you left. I am glad it wasn't.
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I didn't know you had left @Biblioklept . I've always found you incredibly nice . You are a very kind person. Sorry to hear how things are . Lovely to see you again.
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short post unlike most of yours welcome back maid 😂
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😂😂 you never fail to make me laugh!! 🤭
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Thank you so much @Strawberry1 ❤️❤️ I hope you’re doing better than last time I was on? Xx
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Thank you @Bluebell21 ❤️
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Thank you @MW123 - it’s good to be back! Xx
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That’s so sweet, thank you @JessieJ, and ditto!! I always love seeing your posts and your cute pup in your profile picture x
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❤️ thank you @WhatThe, it was scary posting again as it feels all dramatic and it shouldn’t, but I didn’t think I could start posting without acknowledging being gone!
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Thank you all for making me feel so welcome already ❤️ (see I can do a short one @michael57!! 😋)
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
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ah but unlike mine it wont last 😂😂
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Your very very welcome @Biblioklept . Thank you for thinking of me . I always knew what a lovely person you are . Glad your back . Please take care of yourself and please be kind to yourself too. Hopefully talking through things will help you a little 🙏. Sending GIGANTIC BIG HUGS TO YOU
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A friendly face around is always good @Biblioklept .
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Oh my goodness me, you don’t know how happy this has made me feel!! How wonderful to see you back!!!
I wasn’t active on the forum when you left but had noticed you had gone, which made me incredibly sad!
The worst part was not being able to contact you! I’m so sorry you are struggling right now and I hope that we will all be able to help get you some where on the right road.
As for being scared of posting please don’t ever feel that way! There’s so many people that love you on here and will be very happy to see you have returned! So a big massive WELCOME BACK!!! From me!! ❤️❤️❤️
Happy to help with your PIP review too!
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Oh @Biblioklept - I just can't say how pleased I am to hear from you (as is everyone else)!
You have been so missed, & like poppy says, not being able to contact you & let you know how important you are to us, to the Scope community, has been awful. Thank you, thank you for coming back, & you haven't got a single thing to apologise for; I'm just heaving a very huge sigh of relief!
I've been rather stressed today (& ever since you left), & feeling like giving up with the forum sometimes, but having you back just means more than you'll ever know, & makes such a difference, as we need you, xx
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Welcome back @Biblioklept x
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Hi! I did not know you had left the forum, but thank you for coming back because your posts are always pertinent and I always like reading what you have to say. I am not very good at lovey-dovie stuff, or giving big hugs or lots of X's, so I guess I had just better close by being quite cold hearted and not giving you lots of virtual hugs and X's. Yours sincerely, Steve.. big hugs and lots of X's!
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