Hello @wendylulu Pleased to meet you welcome.
Thank you for joining and sharing.
I am one of the team of community champions who guide, advise and help new members who join the forum.
Have a look around our community and website.
We are friendly.
Please ask if we can help and advise. Some one will know from our community or a member of our team.
Please can I ask are you receiving any help and support with your mental health?
I have mental health issues myself. Happy to be supportive. Always here to listen.
I agree with you about the internet, still get confused and bewildered.
Please take care.