had esa assessment i am worried about outcome

princess27

i am doing a part time uni/ college course i had to provide them with information about my course i dont always attend the course due to my mental health but luckly my tutor is very understanding they havent said anything about it yet but i expect they will on the 2nd when i go to the job centre. i am the same it made me worse in the last week i am just hoping they dont pile the pressure on like they did the last time when i was on job seekers as i dont know where to go if they do that 

jw0957

I had a mental breakdown in 2010 and it cost me my job with the NHS. I couldn't cope with the type of work I was doing,  It has took me a long time to put it behind ne but this current situation almost has me on my knees again. Im scared that I wont recover from it this time because I cant get away from the situation. I wish I didn't wake up most of the time and the I get proper upset at the though of leaving my daughter and sons behind to deal with it, Its a vicious merry go round and I desperately want to be off it.