I'm so sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. You are a member of our community and we appreciate you.
If you are having thoughts of suicide, it is important that you discuss them with someone who is qualified to help. Please call the Samaritans on 116 123 (free) or email them at [email protected]. You might also benefit from reading MIND’s information on how you can help yourself.
If you don't feel you can keep yourself safe right now, seek immediate help.
go to any hospital A&E department (sometimes known as the emergency department)
call 999 and ask for an ambulance if you can't get to A&E
ask someone else to contact 999 for you or take you to A&E immediately
If you need some support right now, but don't want to go to A&E, here are some other options for you to try:
contact the Samaritans on freephone 116 123, they're open 24 hours and are there to listen
contact your GP for an emergency appointment or the out of hours team
call NHS 111 (England) or NHS Direct 0845 46 47 (Wales)
contact your local crisis team
click the yellow 'I need urgent help' button at the top of this link for more options
see our page on helping yourself cope right now, and on crisis services.