Hello @tracey13 Pleased to meet you welcome.
Thank you for joining and sharing.
I am one of the team of community champions who guide, advise and help new members who join the forum.
We as a community do understand what you are going through. Are here to be supportive, ready to listen.
Please ask if we can help and advise with anything. Some one will know from our community or a member of our team.
Please take care.