Values in life

my family in Poland was aware of how much i fell in love with England from the very beginning when i came here, and also being in a long relationship with my ex boyfriend who was English made this feeling even deeper, there are days when i do miss Poland very much.

i had a conversation with a lady who works as clinical pharmacist about my medication today, i need to spend my day today in a dark bedroom.

Hi dear @WhatThe , Thank you so much for writing to me really, i think that freckles are beautiful and cute, i used the strongest sunblock with the highest factor because my skin is sensitive and light , thank you very very much from the bottom of my heart really for your kind words and your support, kindness, and your patience with me , it really means a lot to me, thank you very much for all you wrote to me, sometimes it’s really hard for a woman to run a business for various reasons i threw myself into a deep water where sharks were swimming, but also was lucky to meet wonderful people, i travelled to work in London from outside London and couldn’t get on the train in the morning it was full of people and evenings the trains were cancelled, Thank you so much again for everything, i wish you a nice evening, kind regards.

Please take care. ♥️

Kind regards.

being good person is not the same as being nice,

forgiveness as value in life, when i was looking for help in Poland i called every single foundation, all help centres wherever it was possible, i also called a private clinic i was wondering about going there i had money from work, i talked to the person the lady who worked there we talked about one of the public hospitals and this lady told me please don’t go there and im sure she was telling me the truth and she was right about this public hospital that has terrible shocking opinions reviews and i could have left this place in even worse conditions than when i arrived there, my family was not bothered by my opinion at all they fully knew and with full awareness and premeditation they were willing to send me there, in Poland there are very good doctors who accept private patients i had money from my work.

my ex husband had a cousin who was born in December just like me, when my ex husband was my boyfriend his cousin was coming to visit him sometimes to introduce him to some girls, he was a witness at our wedding, he died recently and was younger than me , he had all the material things that money could buy, when he was sick my ex father in law ( he is no longer the youngest man) was coming to see him every single day every single day and both with my ex mother in law they did treat him like a son for them .

Hi dear @WhatThe Thank you very much for writing to me and for writing about yourself , yes summer in London can be difficult especially when you have to use underground and tbh it was difficult for me to get to work in the heat by train and travel from outside London by train sometimes without air conditioning, the consistency of the sun blocker didn’t bother me i had to use it because my skin is sensitive, light , I’m used to greasiness i often used oils to wash my face after a facial massage they emulsify well with water, I’m sorry I’m feeling overwhelmed after yesterdays conversation about my zopiclone and i don’t know what will be in the future our conversation ended with me getting 28 tablets, and crying because family is one of my highest values in my life and always was , i can’t imagine being able to block any member of my family i just can’t get my head around it when i think about it , when i think about women who are mothers and whom i know or have known i cannot imagine that any of them would be able to block their child and their adult child but still child for their parent .
i wish you a nice day today and evening, thank you very much for writing about yourself here, please take care of yourself. ♥️

Hi dear @WhatThe , yesterday i went back to April 2024 when you were writing to me and You wrote that i was the first Scope member you cared enough to write to when you joined, Thank you so much really with all my heart, it’s a miracle that im still alive after all i heard from my family members and it’s a shame and sadness, its a miracle that im still alive under all the circumstances.