How is your day going?

I didn't sleep last night so I'm really tired and aching all over from my fibromyalgia.

@BroughAndy

Hi thank you.

Yes fibromyalgia is a fluctuating condition and I am in a flare up today but the sun is shining here and I'm going out later with some friends to a little fishing village by the sea, not far from where we live.

It's not a good day

Just been diagnosed the atrial fibrillation

My pulse is dangerously high

Come on outnof the blue

I've got to take beta blocker s tk get heart rate down

Need blood thinners, but have to wait for blood test results

I've been referred to cardiology

Also I went Dr's because of high pulse and numb feet and crooked toes

I'm. Seeing the rheumatology on tues. He wil. Sort out the numbness.thinks it's linked to my lupus

I. Have a fungal infection in my toes

And severe osteoarthritis

Need xrays and a referral to podiatry isnowsame day as rhemotology Tues 430 for feet

12 20 for rhemotology

On too if that I'm. Having severe hot flushes

I've made it to the pharmacy

Not sure I want beta blocker s

I feel. Very upset and stressed

She said it's nothing I've done. Af can come on suddenly to anyone

Good job I do regular BP. Checks as my pulse is always 40 or 50

Now it's 124

Morning all.

That's a lot to take in at once @Amberpearl,I hope your appointment goes well.

Hi everyone, it’s a very dark and lonely time at the moment. I’ve decided to reach out to my sister after thinking for a while on something. I inherited some precious items belonging to our grandparents, As I’ve not seen my family for nearly ten years, no longer have any friends in my life and have now become a recluse. I’ve decided it’s time for me to atone for many many poor choices and inability to physically control my emotions and behaviour over the last 42 years. I’ve decided to send my grandparents items back to my parents so as they can be handed down to my Sisters two girls and remain in the family where they belong. I don’t deserve to call them my nieces and it wouldn’t be right for me to do so. It’s one last goodbye thing I can do in life, after leaving many scars, a lot of hurt and many people being ashamed of me in both Oldham and Chesterfield. I’m just going to live out, however many years I have left in isolation and have already started paying for a non attendance cremation which will be active in two years. I’ve said my goodbye to my Sister now and also said goodbye to my family via the message. I’m going to do the same with my ex wife and tell her that I’ll apply for a conditional order for the divorce in September and finally a final order. I’ve made my bed and I’ll have to lay in it for however many years I have left until the day I’m nothing but a pile of scattered ashes in a nameless crem in Derby. This is also going to be my final time speaking on here to, I wish each and everyone all the best with there lives, thank you for advice and support and time on here. Could admin please delete my profile please as once I sign off here, it will become dormant.