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  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    Evening. I had a so so day. It wasn't terrible but yes I struggle sometimes and lately a struggle a lot . It was quiet but anyway.. . tomorrow I am not sure . I am off from Thursday a think I attend. So if weather is good I might go out. I still need to do shopping so I will see afterwards...

  • Katiedimelow20
    Katiedimelow20 Community Member Posts: 277 Connected

    hey, is has be very hot today with work today . i was very sweaty and hot and anxious to with and did have shaking legs and sometimes shaking fingers

  • luvpink
    luvpink Community Member Posts: 4,960 Championing

    Fatigue has had the better of me today.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    Night.. not feeling great.. I just will go to sleep. But not looking forward to wake up. Have a good night..... Life is just too hard and scary.

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 15,450 Championing

    good morning bluebell how are you doing?

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,021 Championing

    It's 19 degrees atm

    I feel depressed

  • Albus_Alumni
    Albus_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 11,373 Championing

    Morning all. I hope today proves to be a lovely day for everyone.

    I currently have a pigeon living in the bath, so it's been an interesting morning.

    Temps might hit 25 today, so I'll be getting the ice cubes at the ready.

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Community Member Posts: 15,452 Championing

    Hi everyone

    A long time since I wrote on here

    Is @Teigr still about? I remember she only really went on this thread; I loved reading her posts.

    Sorry you're depressed @Amberpearl what's up?

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Community Member Posts: 4,443 Championing

    I'm sorry you're feeling depressed @Amberpearl. Thinking of you, here for you and sending 🫂 🫂. I hope your lovely cats are doing ok in this heat. None of us here slept until 3am ish 🙄, I'm sure the same for a lot of people.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    Morning. I feel terrible. I had a bad night. Palpitations etc. I hope I will feel better later. I need to go to the supermarket and then I will see if I stay at home. I am also scared very scared. I hope you have a day.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering
    edited August 2025

    Weather is ok but it will be hotter later.. preparing mentally to go to Lidl and it is not too busy. And afterwards I will see but I feel like I will stay at home.

  • luvpink
    luvpink Community Member Posts: 4,960 Championing

    Good morning all

    Its a beautiful sunny day here and I am going out later to meet a friend.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    i am back home… and i will stay at home… honestly i feel like going to sleep and not waking up. But i always do… anyway have a nice afternoon and try to keep cool in this weather.

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,021 Championing

    25 degrees hete humid

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,021 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1058284#Comment_1058284

    It's not as hot today 25 degrees

    Yes last night the bedroom temp was 27 degrees. No duvet on

    Was 17 outside all night

    I get very lonely I have no transport and with my anxiety and ptsd and other health issues I tend not to go out until emergency

    Plus I've no money

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,021 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1058274#Comment_1058274

    Bills I can't pay

    Nobody ever visits me

    Still no cardiology appointment

    My pulse rate won't go down

    I worry about everything

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,021 Championing

    I feel like life's pass me by. I'm. Getting older

    This isn't how I waht to live

    Akways wanted to travel the world

    Have this dream I win the lottery and I buy a farm in UK and a holiday homes in spain USA and carribean

    I waht to. Visit all of the carribean islands with my camera

    Be amazing

    Alas on benefits in a dropping to bits house with debts and I'll. Health

    It will never happen

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    evening….. soon time to bed.. yesterday i had a terrible night… it is happening a lot lately.. medication not working. i am tired so i hope i am able to sleep. i probably watch the one film or maybe two and then bedtime. and tomorrow i am busy in the afternoon. i dread Fridays as it is very busy by the time i get back home.. So i hope it is quiet. but i much prefer to keep busy and not stay at home getting depressed at the same time it is rather hard to deal with people etc.. yes a lottery will help. As i am getting older i do not feel any more in the urge to travel. i find it as too much hassle to deal with medication etc… and insurance etc. but mainly all the issues with medication.. legal in some countries and illegal on others… medication in uk is legal but some of that legal medication here is illegal in some countries and it is a very serious offence . so i would love to be off medication but that seems like a dream as i am not sure on how i will function without it. have a nice evening….

  • MD1955
    MD1955 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 34 Contributor

    Amberpearl…hey how’s it going? Just got to bed myself. Really fatigued and staggering all over the place but at least I didn’t fall over! I like your dreams and hang onto them. One day everything will change for the better. Everyone gets older so don’t worry. Keep plugging away and don’t lose hope.Contact anyone you know and chat to them to discuss your issues. Something will turn up….it always does .

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    Another tough night. I can't sleep. This is getting very frustrating. I can't breath. My head can't stop worrying. I just do not know how to stop it.

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