How is your day going?

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  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 1,011 Empowering

    A message again gone.

    I don't trust myself. I shouldn't leave home. I got very angry wirh an old woman and I. Regret.it now. I just do not kniw why do I get angry... And very agitated.. I thought she skipped the.queue.. I move Her trolley and told her. .. I regret it. Now

    .I can not be left alone

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 1,011 Empowering

    I should avoid all interaction with People. Mental health is ruining my life...I

  • Albus_Alumni
    Albus_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 11,423 Championing

    It's ok @Schildpad mistakes happen, they're unfortunately part of life and you shouldn't beat yourself up over them. ❤️

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Online Community Member Posts: 9,796 Championing

    Neighbours popped off really regret I was so depressed and scared at the time so was a bubbling wreck talking of all many of things I really over shared I'm so worried for the life I can feel the change in the air I feel so so unsettled to my core like danger at every port I can't shake the fear I feel so afraid really has got worse since you know who got in

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Online Community Member Posts: 9,796 Championing

    I had an incident on the bus when a guy wouldn't move over so I could sit down with dog buggy can't repeat what I said to him

  • Albus_Alumni
    Albus_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 11,423 Championing

    There's no need to be afraid @Catherine21 but I know it's easy to say right now. Now do you think things are actually worse now, or have things felt worse since you started paying more attention to politics?

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 1,011 Empowering

    I can say I overreacted very badly

    It keeps happening like making a fool of myself.. or overreacting. The worse is I sweared at her. Anyway it is done. Now I feel ashamed of going to that supermarket. I only go when it is really something very specific. So I guess I will give it a miss for a few months. I reallyhate myself when these things happen.

    ....

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 1,011 Empowering

    To a positive.. I am cutting down my scratch cards playing. By only playing twice a week by playing only on the weekends. Before it was bad. As it was almost everyday.. I have been doing it for a few weeks now.. it is a good saving . I still win some.. considering

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 1,011 Empowering

    Another message disappearing...anyway. It willhave to be a lot shorter..

    I am cutting. Drastically my scratch cards playing by only playing two days a week . I was playing almost every day. I should cut my gambling. Even more. Lottery is another one. I have do something about it.

    .

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 1,011 Empowering

    Messages are disappearing....

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Online Community Member Posts: 9,796 Championing

    Maybe I feel everything has changed dramatically noting looks or feels the same the fear is off the scale trying so hard to battle this feel like I'm in a different world I'm not going mad I'm aware of my feelings and I've never felt this before feels very scary

  • geoffu
    geoffu Online Community Member Posts: 12 Listener

    my day… no week has been a rollercoaster! one min alls going great then it hits a wall full speed! 😵‍💫

    im having problems with my dads probate basically! long story short… the gov probate office insist i sent them a copy when its the only copy! so if this messes up im down £300 i cant afford and no probate! (mind you, if that happens ill prob end up doing p o admin which will be interesting too! and another £270 which i cant afford! 🤬🤬)

    but on the positive side… its not raining! 😂😂

    i think ill go try play a game on my xbox… hmm choices choices! 😂😂

  • Albus_Alumni
    Albus_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 11,423 Championing

    They're not disappearing @Schildpad as I'd explained on the other discussion, our new keyword filter caught your comments, which we then have to manually release. So they're not gone, they're just waiting to be checked by us. It's a bit sensitive, so I think it didnt like you saying mentioning gambling. Apologies.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 1,011 Empowering

    Ok.. I am cutting on it.. I can not forget about today's incident . I am traumatized by the experience. I might just rather not interact with people...

  • Albus_Alumni
    Albus_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 11,423 Championing

    Can I just confirm you mean you're cutting back on your scratchcards @Schildpad ?

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 1,011 Empowering

    I am very tired and confused and angry with myself and many things at the same time. Why life has to be so unfair . I did not want that incident to happen to myself... I hope it will pass. But my anxiety is sky high.

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Online Community Member Posts: 9,796 Championing

    It's ok be easy on yourself it's hard navigating life people I've done it myself felt shaky angry afterwards it passes trust me I hear you on anxiety sky high mine too off the scale make a cup of tea take time out and settle yourself

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Online Community Member Posts: 9,796 Championing

    Wow I just came across Carl jung titled The Dangers of seeing what others don't! Blew my mind of why I'm feeling the way I am I'm convinced adhd autism gives you a sixth sense from a child I've had great abilities to read people and a room I absorb people's energy that's why I've isolated for years as I get burnt out wow was such an intreasting article

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 1,011 Empowering

    I am trying to skip messages related to benefits.. there is a lot of scaremongering to make people feel very scared. ... It keeps happening...if I get a letter I deal with it. But media wants us to be scared.

    I am scared about everything but I have worried too much in the past and it did not happen. It is better not to worry . And I know it is hard writing this while my heart is racing…

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 1,011 Empowering

    I am. Cutting on it. And also lottery etc .