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  • luvpink
    luvpink Community Member Posts: 4,550 Championing

    Good morning.

    Its a beautiful sunny day here and I am staying in to catch up on some needed rest today.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    Morning . I woke up. I am not to keen on it. But well..at about 11 am. I got the gathering for facilitators etc.. I am very anxious but when I see these people I feel better afterwards even though I feel bad again once at home. But yet another day.

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 3,920 Championing

    I'm been to the Dr's surgery

    My hand is badly infected

    Given amoxiclav

    Mark's under armpits are bites

    Says the antibiotics will help

    Given trimovate cream for the excema on my hands

  • Mary_Scope
    Mary_Scope Posts: 4,554 Scope Online Community Children and Family Specialists

    Good afternoon all 😄

    Rainy day here in Wales today!

    Fingers crossed the antibiotics kick in soon and hopefully you'll get some pain relief @Amberpearl

    How did the gathering go @Schildpad?

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 3,920 Championing

    It's absolutely chucking it down

  • Holly_Scope
    Holly_Scope Posts: 5,307 Online Community Team
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1064125#Comment_1064125

    Aww really pleased you got seen today @Amberpearl and that the lumps were bites. Hopefully you're antibiotics kick in quickly for your hand 😊

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    i am back home… as i said i am ok while with people but then back to feeling down once i am back home. i am a bit happier when i am out with people but then, right now i am just bad. Time to relax or try to and tomorrow will be another day.

    Grumpy what they are doing to you is very very unfair. i hope you can be seen tomorrow.

    Anyway good evening and good night.

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Community Member Posts: 15,429 Championing
    edited September 2025

    Sorry to hear that @Grumpy1314. It's awful how the GP system treats patients isn't it? 🙁

    I hope your tactics in the morning work out.

    I'm struggling with feeling like a bad person again today. I can't get my mind round how it's okay for society to say actually malicious things that upset me, but I'm not allowed to say non-malicious things that go against the conventional views.

    I know it's all to do with tribalism and no one is singling me out for ab,use but my mind makes it so I'm the most horrible person 🙁

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    my incident last time was not me even if was me… i am very good nature person but also can get angry for no reason or little reason… i do not like that person.. i get upset very easily and need to learn to calm down and think before acting… but the older i get the harder it gets. that incident would not have happened if i were thinking before saying or acting. (but yet again it is too late and i have to put it aside and try to forget and learn from it.) i would feel better. i am feeling as a said again down. i also have a strange feeling that if i am in a good mood like i was while i was around people today someone might take it against me as if you are in a good mood today you can not be sick….and i was told i was in a good mood . i always feel like i have spies around me.. even in this centre, i suspect of one person.. but then again it is in my head… or maybe not. but i will never know. i hope things will get better. i can only hope.

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Community Member Posts: 15,429 Championing

    @Schildpad

    That's interesting about worrying people'll think you're well when you're in an upbeat mood. It's crossed my mind before, but I've never really paid it lots of thought.

    I've found people with struggles are sometimes the most cheerful!! I guess I'd say just express whatever you're feeling, don't mask, but that's easy to say I know

  • xodza
    xodza Community Member Posts: 213 Empowering

    good morning to everyone hope all is well it’s beautiful day here won’t be going out as still struggling with my disability that affects my mobility just keep busy doing puzzles games

  • luvpink
    luvpink Community Member Posts: 4,550 Championing

    Good morning.

    We have a bit of rain here today.

    I am intending to catch up on three episodes of Corrie I have recorded.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    I took my medicines later yesterday so I slept badly. Now I feel lethargic. Also again I am awake and scared. I hate the feeling. I need to go to the supermarket..

    I feel some people are even trying to make me feel guilty because I have some good moments. How unfair.

    I need to get some strength to go to the supermarket but I think i am not leaving home afterwards..

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Community Member Posts: 15,429 Championing

    @Schildpad

    I'm sorry to hear how you feel.

    I often feel people make me feel guilty for having my health problems. My CPTSD gets triggered when I read things that suggests I'm a bad person. It's co-morbid with my gender dysphoria and I often feel society is out to tell me I'm horrible because of my gender (which I don't even align with!). When I try to explain being born male doesn't make me bad then people think I'm being old-fashioned or right wing when I'm not because I'm not defending all men I'm just defending myself

    If I was a proud male it'd be different but to be put in a box that I didn't ask to be put in and then criticised for supposedly being in that box makes me feel really horrible

  • Nicebrit
    Nicebrit Community Member Posts: 196 Empowering

    Morning all, apologies for not posting in what seems ages. Life seems to be taking its toll on me.

    Been keeping busy not through choice. Just finding life really tough at present.

    Hope you're all keeping okay

    Best wishes

    Me

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    Trying to cope. I feel I am pushing myself. I can not change what happened I am out in the supermarket. I need and I hope it doesn't rain.....

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Community Member Posts: 15,429 Championing

    I don't know what to do, I just want someone to reassure me

    I'm so needy and stupid I know and I'm sorry, I just want someone to make me feel ok

    I'm sorry for posting as I'm not worth reading anyway, I'm sorry for everything and for being horrible, I'm just sorry

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    @66Mustang life is very unfair. It is pack with mistakes and wrongdoing. I am sorry. You are not needed..you need comfort. I do write here for comfort and being understood and accepted. I feel awful but at times not even writing here helps. As they say. Good times will come at the right time. I just hope they will come to you soon. You are neither stupid. You need reassurance everything will be ok.. I have to believe there will be some closure and things will change to the way they were even if they were not ok.and do not feel sorry for looking for some sympathy. We all need it .

    Anyway back home and I will remain here.. tomorrow will be another day.

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Community Member Posts: 15,429 Championing

    You're kind @Schildpad

    I think I want understanding rather than sympathy, I hate feeling misunderstood, I guess you can relate?

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Community Member Posts: 15,429 Championing

    You're kind @Schildpad

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