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  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Happy to chat @Zippy1983 when the time is right

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Please take care @Zippy1983

  • Zippy1983
    Zippy1983 Online Community Member Posts: 283 Empowering

    thank you, I’m just withdrawing back into myself to be honest. I don’t want to learn to live again where I go to music events, go out for a coffee let alone go abroad. I’m accepting things as they are now and once the final bell is rung in the next 18 years not by my own hand, I’ll be glad!

    My parents are still alive, as is my Sister, My Dads Brother, His Wife and Three Daughters, they are all dead as far I’m concerned, couldn’t care less.

    Im just going to continue living as I am doing, shut away in my flat with all the blinds shut, very rarely venturing outside or speaking to anyone.

    I’m a horrible person that should be permanently locked away in a mental health hospital in solitude.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Your not a horrible person @Zippy1983

    Please dont say that please

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    I feel like you i want to do similar things to you again too @Zippy1983 .

    I wish i had the confidence to do those things

    Strength in numbers

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    You are important

    You matter

    You count

    Your voice counts

    I believe in you

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Keep chatting here @Zippy1983

    Maybe just chatting with people who feel similar could be part of those baby steps forward .

    I would be happy to be a friend if that would be ok

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Baby steps @Zippy1983

    One step at a time

    We both need a lift by the sound of things

    You was kind to me

    Im happy to be kind back

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    I will be the little person on your shoulder giving you praise to keep your chin up

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Totally up to you but in times like this a good friend is what the doctors ordered

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Please believe when i say you matter

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering

    It's very common in the mental health community as I'm the same.

    I stay indoors, blackout curtains drawn, go nowhere if possible, GP etc when no other choice have very few family members left of which other than my mum I've disowned through THEIR faults and actions not mine.

    However that's not to say I'm a good person myself, Oh I'm a nicer person than I used to be but I've done and said some pretty nasty things in my teens and early twenties. I absolutely detest myself that will never change.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Please look after yourself @Zippy1983 please

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Well your important @Nightcity

    You matter

    You count

    Your voice counts too

    So many kind and understanding people here

    @Zippy1983

    @Nightcity is a very nice person and very understanable so we are all here in this together

    We all have each others back .

    @Nightcity , you've alway been kind in my eyes

    One of the kindest guys around .

    Strength in numbers I say

    Look after yourself too @Nightcity

    And thanks for all you do here too

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Dont detest yourself @Nightcity or you either @Zippy1983 please

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1084732#Comment_1084732

    That's lovely, so nice to see you more yourself tonight. I'll be thinking about you tomorrow

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Your welcome @Nightcity , sorry for my late response had visitors and phone calls to deal with and sorting last minute jobs done

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Thank you for your kindness @Nightcity

    Still feeling a like a loser because it was my fault everything went wrong with my friend

    And it definately was .

    I suppose i cannot punish myself for the rest of my days

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    I appreciate your thoughfulness for tomorrow @Nightcity .

    I will pop back on the forum soon .

    Sleep as well as you can tonight and i hope you have a reasonble day tomorrow

    . Please keep me updated on how things go for your mum too .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Its ok i know im a loser

    Things that have happened recently prove that

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