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  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 609 Empowering
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1086253#Comment_1086253

    No their shortcomings and own problems make them hate you.

    if they blame your mental illness for such behaviour it's still gaslighting and wrong.

    like they're saying oh sorry but it's your own fault your mental health makes me say these things!

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 609 Empowering

    @Strawberry1 hope you're feeling a bit better today, ignore the 10am message it was actually sent last night And as I was and still am in a foul mood saw red with the treatment you've received from others.

    I won't be much use today as I have a migraine too, but I'm here for you as are everyone else here.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Its ok @Nightcity , i didnt see anything wrong in your post .

    Still delicate

    Hope you feel better soon .

    Please take care .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    As the song goes though " Haters gonna hate "

    They wont hate my more than I hate myself .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    I know how stupid and pathetic i sound

    I would just like to rant until i feel a bit better .

    Me accepting hatred from folks is me coming to terms with my wrongdoings

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,574 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    @Strawberry1 I always find it helps to look for evidence of what other people/your brain is telling you. Unfortunately our brains can be very unkind to us and make things up which makes us worry. Think about what you have actually done. I'm sure it doesn't warrant the amount of negativity you inflict on yourself ๐Ÿ˜Š

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Your feedback is noted @Rachel_Scope

    Please take care of yourself

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Basically @Rachel_Scope , I just told someone that 2026 would be my happy ever after due to me saying good riddens to certain people in my life .

    All the hurt and upset Ive dealt with over the years made me say it

    I was at my wits end @Rachel_Scope

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    I wasnt saying to upset them

    There were things occuring @Rachel_Scope that gave me a reason to say what I said .

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,574 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    We've all said things in the moment and people have taken it the wrong way @Strawberry1. It's a completely normal thing to say when you're feeling like you're finally having a breakthrough and things are going better. You definitely don't need to explain yourself to me ๐Ÿ˜Š

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    I definately had my reason for saying what I said

    In my eyes it was a way of sticking up for myself .

    Some people dont take to kindly to that @Rachel_Scope

    I dont want to be treated like a idiot or a verbal punchbag

    At the end of the day we are only human and we can only take so much @Rachel_Scope .

    If me standing up for myself makes me a bad person

    Or more hated then i will accept it

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,574 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    You should definitely stand up for yourself! It doesn't make you a bad person, everyone deserves to be treated with respect.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    I do believe lots of people i know see me as weak @Rachel_Scope .

    Alot of people think of me as unusual ( maybe I Am ) .

    Alot of family members disagree with nearly everything I say and do .

    A lot of the time i cant win .

    If life is one big test then Im certainly being pushed to my limit .

    I dont think Im better than anyone else never have done.

    I just wished i was stronger than I am

    I might not make things as rubbish as what they are .

    Maybe everything that goes wrong is my fault

    Im neurodivergant ( thats why Im a problem )

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    If im in the wrong @Rachel_Scope

    Then i need to learn a huge lesson

    If ive caused myself more enemies I only have myself too blame .

    I will accept Im difficult

    I will accept I have many faults

    And i wont class myself any better than anyone else

    And the biggest thing of all is I always apologise always

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,574 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Everyone's unusual in their own way. I'm definitely unusual in some respects! We can't please everyone and we shouldn't try to. Being neurodivergent doesn't make you a problem at all. You need to tell yourself that you're worthy of love and respect.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    I hope i dont look like a complete and utter failure

    I know i am not strong in the Mental health department but i hope i dont look like a utter failure in everyones eyes

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    And i apologise wholeheartedly for my inconvenience as a person and my utter uselessness of not being strong Mentally

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Sometimes Sorry never seems enough but i am sorry i have ranted so much .

    Im sorry from the bottom of my heart

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,574 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    You really don't need to apologise for anything @Strawberry1, I promise. You're not a failure and you're not useless. You're a lovely person, keep reminding yourself of that.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Im gratefull for your support @Rachel_Scope

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