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  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    Basically @Rachel_Scope , I just told someone that 2026 would be my happy ever after due to me saying good riddens to certain people in my life .

    All the hurt and upset Ive dealt with over the years made me say it

    I was at my wits end @Rachel_Scope

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    I wasnt saying to upset them

    There were things occuring @Rachel_Scope that gave me a reason to say what I said .

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 3,423 Online Community Team

    We've all said things in the moment and people have taken it the wrong way @Strawberry1. It's a completely normal thing to say when you're feeling like you're finally having a breakthrough and things are going better. You definitely don't need to explain yourself to me 😊

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    I definately had my reason for saying what I said

    In my eyes it was a way of sticking up for myself .

    Some people dont take to kindly to that @Rachel_Scope

    I dont want to be treated like a idiot or a verbal punchbag

    At the end of the day we are only human and we can only take so much @Rachel_Scope .

    If me standing up for myself makes me a bad person

    Or more hated then i will accept it

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 3,423 Online Community Team

    You should definitely stand up for yourself! It doesn't make you a bad person, everyone deserves to be treated with respect.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    I do believe lots of people i know see me as weak @Rachel_Scope .

    Alot of people think of me as unusual ( maybe I Am ) .

    Alot of family members disagree with nearly everything I say and do .

    A lot of the time i cant win .

    If life is one big test then Im certainly being pushed to my limit .

    I dont think Im better than anyone else never have done.

    I just wished i was stronger than I am

    I might not make things as rubbish as what they are .

    Maybe everything that goes wrong is my fault

    Im neurodivergant ( thats why Im a problem )

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    If im in the wrong @Rachel_Scope

    Then i need to learn a huge lesson

    If ive caused myself more enemies I only have myself too blame .

    I will accept Im difficult

    I will accept I have many faults

    And i wont class myself any better than anyone else

    And the biggest thing of all is I always apologise always

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 3,423 Online Community Team

    Everyone's unusual in their own way. I'm definitely unusual in some respects! We can't please everyone and we shouldn't try to. Being neurodivergent doesn't make you a problem at all. You need to tell yourself that you're worthy of love and respect.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    I hope i dont look like a complete and utter failure

    I know i am not strong in the Mental health department but i hope i dont look like a utter failure in everyones eyes

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    And i apologise wholeheartedly for my inconvenience as a person and my utter uselessness of not being strong Mentally

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    Sometimes Sorry never seems enough but i am sorry i have ranted so much .

    Im sorry from the bottom of my heart

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 3,423 Online Community Team

    You really don't need to apologise for anything @Strawberry1, I promise. You're not a failure and you're not useless. You're a lovely person, keep reminding yourself of that.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    Im gratefull for your support @Rachel_Scope

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    Please look after yourselves everyone

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    Forever grateful for all patience given

    Appreciated more than anyone will know

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    Rest as well as you can tonight everyone

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    Hope you are feeling a little bit better @Nightcity

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Community Member Posts: 692 Pioneering
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1086565#Comment_1086565

    Tired but not too bad thanks 💛

    hope you're ok

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    Sending supportive hugs your way @Nightcity .

    Look after yourself please

    Taking one day at a time

    Get well soon

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,118 Championing

    Rest as well as you can tonight @Nightcity

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