Mental health

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  • WhatThe
    WhatThe Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 5,482 Championing
    edited November 2025

    Chris, I don't even want to think about some of the 'news' 'shared' on the forum. Does my MH no good ๐Ÿ˜‘

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Online Community Member Posts: 9,637 Championing

    God my stomach flipping anxiety through roof waiting to call housing association said haven't recieved rent for 6 weeks everything so overwhelming

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Online Community Member Posts: 9,637 Championing
  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering
    edited December 2025

    @Catherine21 ๐Ÿ’›

    @Strawberry1 hope your week is better and things settle down after your operation last week

    I'm going to have no choice but to ask the GP tomorrow to refer me again to the mental health clinic, although it's always the same story and I get discharged through lack of response to any meds or treatment, despite having clinical depression it's always gone in waves, this year it's been constant and I'll ask for a different psychiatrist as I don't get on with the one I had he makes it very obvious he doesn't like me and the feelings mutual which doesn't help at all. Going to ask for a female one they tend to be more respectful and compassionate.

  • rubin16
    rubin16 Scope Member Posts: 1,453 Championing

    I wish you all the best and goodluck with the GP tomorrow. It can make a big difference when you have the right team taking care of your needs, but sometimes unfortunately it can take time to find that team. I hope you do get the right support this time.

    All the best,

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering

    Thank you that means a lot, hope you get somewhere today in your situation also.

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering
    edited December 2025

    Hey

    I've finally got the blood test they've repeatedly cancelled since October, I had the first half on July 31st which showed my kidneys and liver were perfect, which was vital as so far I'm the only one in my family that's not got renal failure.

    this is all because of abnormal swelling on my feet and hands, the heart failure one is being done again because of some kind of error, The GP is confident is rheumatoid arthritis or heart failure or both tomorrow is the certain answer.

    He is then seeing me again after the nurse does the bloods to discuss all my worries and fears and my now regular consideration of exiting the world

    I love most music from 1955-2025 except all that rap and foul mouthed shouting.

    In 2021 I started my own radio station because I was sick of heart etc taking all the local stations away and hearing warped sds for cremations etc. So it's ad free and focuses on classic hits, songs most have forgotten and some new stuff.

    It's just a hobby doesn't and won't make money but I wanted to achieve something in my life and many enjoy it.

    Using various online groups we've got a few professional presenters and professional Jingles. The only thing that will ever ruin it is the ever increasing greed of the two licensing bodies.

    how you doing?

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Online Community Member Posts: 9,637 Championing

    I cancelled an appointment with psychiatrist didnt want to talk today two guys from cmht turned up at my door asking if I was ok im shaking i actually feel violated I know it sounds extreme god thats made me feel worse I thought it was the police cant stop shaking

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Hope you get the right treatment @Nightcity

    I really hope they put you on the road of recovery .

    My heart goes out to you

    Wishing you all the best with all the support you can get

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    @Anhedonia , I have adhd

    That is my biggest problem

    Constantly making mistakes

    Basically just messing up all the time saying and doing stupid idiotic things

    ( in my defence adhd brains are different )

    But i still class myself as stupid etc .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    My head feels very messy today .

    Even thought it might be best for everyone if i stop posting on here

    I do nothing but cause issues not just here

    Everywhere

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    I might ban myself from here

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Whatever happens i do wish you all the very best in your lives

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering

    You have to do what's best for you, but please realise you'll be very missed and nobody else wants to see you go.

    But Sometimes we have to do what's best for ourselves, But please be sure before making a final choice

    ๐Ÿ’›

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    I dont believe i deserve kind of kindness from you @Nightcity or anyone else here .

    Just my opinion .

    I dunno

    Maybe i could keep a low profile .

    That might work .

    Just keep my thoughts to myself

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    From being little I have always got under peoples skin

    Got on peoples nerves

    Done peoples head in

    Thats me all over

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering

    @Strawberry1 look at it this way.

    you're on a community here with people with the same or similar conditions as you, they all care about you, they all enjoy your company and none of them have a bad word to say.

    is it possible that it might not actually be YOU that's a problem but those who ssy these things to you? I think the answer is yes

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Your kindness is accepted @Nightcity

    As i said before though i dont know if i deserve it though

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Gratefull for all support given .

    I am going to let everyone have some peace and quiet from me .

    Look after yourselves

    Best wishes always

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Sorry for being a thorn in everyones side

    It wasnt meant to be that way .

    I know what kind of a person I am.

    Someone who doesnt deserve to be here .

    Take care of yourselves everyone