How is your day going?

You had me looking that up there, I thought you were saying MK Don's and Bradford were in the EPL. I don't know much about English football, but I think I would have heard about that! 😂

Yeah sorry that was a bit confusing lol. We are in EFL League one.

Hull did a remarkable job i see, i am watching MOTD, waiting for Sportscene, where my team, Dundee, they beat our over the street rivals, Dundee United 0-2.

Blackpool well we don't forget that time they went on strike during our game with them and it was abandonded. All that was caused by the Oystens and it cost us valuable points to make the play offs. The air was blue I don't mind telling you lol.

Have a great time.

I had no idea who Owen Oysten was, I had to look him up. What a terrible business.

Why is it that wicked men often seem to live a long life, eh? The 'man' is 92yo.

I am kicking myself and truly frustrated with myself at the moment. I am stuck in a rut that is as deep as the Grand Canyon. I wake up and walk to the sofa, watch tv, eat and then go back to bed. It is like being stuck in a hell loop for eternity, I feel like I am stuck in purgatory also. My flat care is non existence, personal care is also non existence. I am angry with myself for every single time my benefits get paid into my account, there is a gremlin inside my head always triggers me to ordering take aways rather than cooking. I have a saving plan in place in my bank alongside a set budget, but I just can’t seem to stick to any of it. I am deeply ashamed to say the least.

I am 43 and not getting any younger. I have to either speak to someone in a professional capacity or be truly stern with myself each and every time I get paid. I am considering ordering a printer, then printing off everything that is important and placing it in one place. I am then considering switching on my old Support Worker, then making up a care plan for myself. I now should switch focus to treating myself as a third person, by me being a Service User with Mental & Physical Disabilities.
By me being the Support Worker, I can then set out to care for the Service User that lives in a Supported Living Flat. It is easier said than done, but it has to be done. I also need to look into a bank account where I place up to the 6K benefit limit in it, if I do this I can put in place funds to cover decoration and maintenance of my flat, alongside other avenues where I can look at something and say yes I can afford to do that. The other side of the coin is that I can also put in place funds to cover adopting a cat, making sure I have everything in place at home alongside to make sure I have the right vet, insurance and pet sitter going forward.

As I live alone with nether friends nor family, I need to line up a solicitor to aid me to make a LPA for Health & Welfare and Finance and Property. Alongside the Solicitor acting as my Attorney.

I play Facebook Games myself and enjoy them. I have a few on the go Hedgies being my favourite.