Hi, my name is elsavirgomidnight!

Hello @elsavirgomidnight
and welcome to the community. My apologies for not having spotted your post before - I'm new enough to be still trying to figure out how some bits of the site work 
Okay, you're safe here and among friends. Best thing to do to start with is to tell us a little more about yourself. The better we get to know you, the easier it will be to direct you to whatever help or support will be useful to you.
It's very nice to have you on board.
Best wishes to you
Richard