I won pip

ok I lost  me pip car in June I went thew all the hoops and swings In September was told it been before Judge but needed more from Dwp about me.Funny thing was they found all my notes which they had told me that were no longer around this was 20 years poor postman when that came threw the front door . Then Nhs decide I was unsafe to walk new powerchair specail cushion still waiting for pip
Today I got it from 1 year to 5 years I tried to kill my self in this time frame pain from illness and this hanging over me The judge said I was not going to get better I know that all ready 
I don’t want a lot in life I want to be able to live my life in the best way I can