Mental health

I get burnt out being around people it's like thier sucking the life out of me when I get to burnout point I get very snappy horrid to say I don't get joy from people I feel more unhappy all events like getting married was horrendous for me having a baby because body dismorphia didn't want to be seen for years used to be a people pleaser and you attract enough users had one friend she was always asking for help with kids house you name it I used to do it when I came home I had to stay in bed for days then I'd be hard on myself feeling useless it's so hard isn't it somedays worse than others I totally understand what your both saying sometimes I mourn the life I wanted in a way not to be rich Just to be happy

I find work impossible I commend you last job gave me a breakdown

Oh it was so hard being married twice !! And yes I didn't realise at time I'd have major tantrums over my milk being used or I just wanted to escape so I go to spare room and I'd get come in front room watch a film in my head I'd be screaming leave me alone I'd have to force myself to be normal well like a couple I hated it but I was young and hated being on my own but hated being with anyone telling me what to do was the worst never took instructions well but at the age 52 I'm glad to be on my own space with my two dogs I'm not yearning for anything just peace to have a million conversations with myself lol and my daughter she visits often

Now this makes me very sad really sad I'm sorry this is happening no one deserves the treatment your receiving you been very supportive offered advice and kindness fk them people who don't respect you sounds like maybe everyone working thier hates it so could be the toxic environment everyone covering thier own backs and unhappy I'm so sorry about your mum being ill thankyou for your advice today much appreciated

Never again lol nope

That's lovely thankyou and visa versa everyone on here so so kind helpful in so grateful 🙏