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  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing

    I'm not proud of myself with how I am as a person. I know im a loser . I know I've made loads and loads of mistakes . I know how pathetic I am as a person. I wished I was a better person but unfortunately I am me .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing

    I don't need time out . Just a little bit of understanding that's all . If my daughter goes ahead with her idea everything will be shot to pieces.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing

    I can't apologise enough for all of this. I really can't.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing

    I will give everyone a little break from me . I apologise unreservedly for being such a loser ๐Ÿ˜”

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 7,300 Championing

    I understand strawberry for me it's the expectation to be happy I just can't on birthdays or Christmas I actually prefer to spend on my own so I don't bring people down my daughter is coming she gets it so she understands thankgod I just want to curl up in a ball until it's over and January I really dislike January

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing

    My heart goes out to both @Catherine21 and @Nightcity .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing

    I appreciate your support @Nightcity .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing
  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing

    I know we can't turn the clock back but I look at things now and I wish I had never had children. I never thought I'd see the day when everything could be turned upside down in the blink of an eye . So cross with myself

  • Rosie_Scope
    Rosie_Scope Posts: 6,325 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    You've not done anything wrong @Strawberry1, please don't feel like you have to give us a break from your posts, you're never a burden or a nuisance to us ๐Ÿ’œ

    You say you're not strong, but lots of us have seen how strong you are after all you've been dealing with. It also takes a lot of strength to come ono here and share that you're not feeling good. You're much stronger than you think you are and we all appreciate you for who you are ๐Ÿ˜Š

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing

    Your kindness is appreciated @Rosie_Scope . I probably don't deserve it but I do appreciate it.

  • Rosie_Scope
    Rosie_Scope Posts: 6,325 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    That doesn't sound nice at all @Nightcity, hope you get some answers about what's going on soon. Christmas can be a really difficult time if you've lost loved ones too, so I hope you're doing alright and the season passes over quickly.

    Hope you're coping okay too @Catherine21, there's lots of pressure around this time of year.

    You do deserve kindness @Strawberry1, you give so much kindness to others and you definitely deserve some yourself too ๐Ÿ’œ

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing

    Thank you so much for your kindness @Rosie_Scope . Please take care of yourself

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 7,300 Championing

    Thats alot to deal with my heart feels for you

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 7,300 Championing

    And you strawberry x

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 7,067 Championing

    Your very welcome @Catherine21.

  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 13,007 Championing

    hi @Strawberry1 You are not a loser and everything is not your fault. How would you like to spend Christmas if you had a choice? If you daughter and her boyfriend are going to be difficult ask them not to come at Christmas. It can be a stressful time of year for many people and a lot of hard work.

    You can talk to us anytime we are here for you. You are not a burden and we love hearing from you.

    You are kind and caring and help lots of other people.

    Please take care of yourself .

  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 13,007 Championing

    I am so very sorry to hear this @Nightcity I hope you soon find out for definite. Take care.

  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 13,007 Championing

    I am sorry to hear that it is a bad time for you. Please take care.