Mental health

Agnia

Thank you im unwell and im a burden

Agnia

i was telling to the doctor that im having suicidal thoughts because im a burden and this is based on the words that were addressed to me and actions towards me

Bluebell21

Hi @Agnia You are not a burden. Would you consider talking to The Samaritans you can call them anytime day or night.

https://www.samaritans.org

Was your doctor able to help you?

Sending hugs. Please take care of yourself.

Agnia

Thank you Bluebell yes im a burden for my family im taking 30 mg mirtazapine now , Professor Joanna Moncrieff i did read her statement somewhere where she wrote her opinion about solving social and other problems with a pill

i know why im feeling like a burden

Strawberry1

Glad you are reasonably alright today @Bluebell21 . Hope you have a reasonable evening. Im too tired today. Take care.

Agnia

my years of work in UK in terms of stress and efficiency of my work can be multiplied by 3, my first conversation with coach work during my first visit to the job center consisted of her asking me about my job and her opinion was that i was doing my job very well and i did very well, im really really tired , its good that i had money because i would have ended up on the street really and without support from my family when i got sick , i was also happy here in life and i was happy working here in UK with a goal but overall in Poland my father would not have left me, im really tired of being a burden and being constantly referred me to the doctor and before by my family , i was talking to the doctor, what should i do ? Should i increase the dose of the drug again when i need support im really tired of my situation if it weren’t of my saving i could have actually been on the streets earlier i had such an overloaded brain with work nervous breakdown and needed not to be alone and relax and to feel the closeness of family and warmth and i was in hell

Bluebell21

Hi @Agnia I am so very sorry this is so very difficult for you. We will help you as much as we can. Nobody here thinks of you as a burden.

Have you thought about trying the therapy again? It might help this time.

Christmas can be a difficult time for lots of people. Will you be able to go to church or watch Christmas day service on the tv?

Please take care of yourself and know we are here for you.

Agnia

Thank you Bluebell im really very tired to hear that it’s my choice to be on benefits that i don’t earn this money and other things, regarding the therapy doctor did refer me im feeling really low and this is because of what i heard

Agnia

i dont even have the motivation to call the 116 123 i lost my motivation and i take 30 mg mirtazapine, 45 is the highest

Nightcity

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/951500#Comment_951500

I'm rather concerned about you, this is a rather unusual downbeat and worrying post from you, we care about you very much and I ask you to please contact the number Bluebell gave or call 111 and speak to another GP.

I have a history of being where you are and even via written word I can see the red flags, I'm sending huge hugs and requested the scope team gives you some support 💛

Agnia

Thank you Nightcity im really tired of being a burden , im really tired of hearing about me being on benefits in negative way , im really tired of being a burden for a family, should i ask to increase the dose again but a pill wont solve this

Bluebell21

Good night everyone. Sleep well. Take care.

pooleemily29

@L_ Volunteer hi my names Emily and just yesterday I was talking to the lovely @barney12 and now I feel as though as I've lost him. I know his there deep down I can't stop thinking about him now what can I do? Can you help? Thanks @pooleemily29

Nightcity

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/951527#Comment_951527

you're not a burden and you must ignore anyone who says otherwise, they haven't a clue what you're going through.

Agnia

Thank you Nightcity my very low mood im having at the moment and worsening my very deep clinical depression is caused by the words i heard about myself

Nightcity

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/951564#Comment_951564

I understand I have clinical depression that doesn't respond to anything, just at the very least keep coming on here so we know you're safe.

words hurt but people can and do say cruel things, but they are words and as hard as it is to shake them off don't believe them they are usually said by people who are unhappy with their own lives, lashing out.

Bluebell21

Good morning everyone. I hope you have a good day. Take care.

Good morning @Agnia you are not a burden to anyone. Please keep engaging with the forum so we know you are ok.

Benefits are to help members when they are unable to work for whatever reason.

Please take care of yourself.

Bluebell21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/951561#Comment_951561

Perhaps he was not able to post yesterday. Try not to worry. Take care.

Strawberry1

Sending GIGANTIC BIG HUGS TO EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU TODAY ❤️

Strawberry1

Sending kind blessings to each and every single one of you today