Mental health
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I've been in a bubble for so long protecting myself from the outside world I honestly got myself in so much trouble and just can't do people so without being really aware I was mimicking what I thought would be acceptable when I first met him was awful for me to meet people can't do eye contact long conversation just the feeling of wanting to escape he really persistent and used to joke not in a horrible way he'd say look at me not the wall or the floor if he could see I was uncomfortable he never pushed me I was awful tried everything to push him away I have body dismorphia and is so hard to not mask I'm constantly worried I feel I look like a freak and many other things rewind many years of my bubble and the front door shut and allowing two days a week he's put up with alot tbh he wanted to move in a long time ago I just couldn't and with labour and all that's happening has made me look at myself and how painful life really is and how would I cope again I'm the outside world I've been constantly crying even having outburst just all over the place I know I could drive anyone's patience so like us all it's been a year of hell and I can see after talking to my daughter I've been a nightmare one minute up then down I'm extremely sensitive and seeing psychiatrists she's brought my whole life back to age of three left me wounded sorry going on so he's not a bad person I'm just broken and it hurts knowing I just can't do what people do holidays families even photos not one photo ten years I think the flood gates opened and the persona I created isn't real some of her is but I never show the vunerable side and I did and felt very rejected I've got alot of work to do but no energy it's not I'm lazy for work it's people being around people I can't explain gosh I go on thanks bluebell you have a wonderful way of breaking things down and are extremely caring I appreciate you
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Your so kind thankyou strawberry hope your well 😘
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SEnding supportive hugs your way @Catherine21
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Morning everyone
Please take care of yourselves
Best wishes always
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Hi @Catherine21 you are a lovely person and try and help other people. You have helped a lot of other members giving updates on any benefit articles.
You do not have to be like other people you can just be you. Remember why be part of a crowd when you can shine on your own.
You have let out what you have held in for years and that can only be good you do not have to pretend anymore.
We are always here for you so when you are struggling lean on us.
Sam sends a hug.
Please take care of yourself.
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Ah thanyou so much ohhhh Sam big cuddles look at those eyes xx
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Hi @Strawberry1 How are you doing today? I hope you have some sunshine and are beginning to improve. Take care of yourself.
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His coat is so shiny a picture of pure health
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He is doing really well. He is five months old now.
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Time flys thier such a tonic x
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How are you feeling today @Jacsta, are things still a bit disconnected? I hope that migraine eased off 💛
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Hi @Bluebell21, hope you are feeling better now
Still have stomach pain
Taking my medication for my heart
Got alot on my mind
Not going to burden anyone
Please take care
Best wishes always
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Hi @Strawberry1 I am sorry you have a lot on your mind. You would not burden us, but any time you want to chat we are here for you. Please take care of yourself.
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Apologies for my late response @Bluebell21 . I really appreciate your kindness.
I thank you for your offer of the chat .
I may open up it just depends if I feel confident enough too
Had some chest pain tonight
Ive used my special mouth spray.
Going to bed after the news
Hope you have a reasonable sleep tonight
TAke care
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Hi @Strawberry1 I hope you do not have any more chest pain. Try and sleep tonight and have a good rest.
Take care of yourself.
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Good morning everyone. I hope you all have a good day. Take care.
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@Rosie_Scope still a bit disconnected. Migraine has eased though which helps. Anxiety hiugh today as my dog is off tot he vets for a dental clean/polish. How are you?
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good morning everyone
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Feeling quite low today so far but hoping to improve as the day goes on.
I'm in so much pain (fibromyalgia)
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I can imagine you been through alot as bluebell said no way are you a burden always so kind respectful rest up x
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