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sam12

Still kant decide outfit to wear for Friday meeting mum either green or peach or yellow I got photos here 

sam12

Banana and mango smoothie so deliously tasty i recommend it

M_Anthony

Sounds like a great combination, I will try it out!

I have recently being drinking a lot of banana and strawberry ones. 

sam12

One small banana and 2 slice mango and enough milk 3/4 in blender cup blend it. Also try alpro sugar free yoghurt with banana u get very banana creamy yoghurt put whole tub in and one small banana so yummy just taste so sweet but without sugar morning I have some 

M_Anthony

Thanks, I will give this a go on the weekend.

sam12

Aplro no sugar one I just had some leave over nite it go thicker to creamy 

sam12

I know I wasn't imaging things new neighbour under me neve4 saw anyone move in seem quite they probably heard me singing omg I don't kare 

sam12

I think it's a lady below me now seem very quite thou far better than last one omg thank god she gone. My foods now filling me up feel muscles in body tightening up. Been busy today I disconnected all tv etc sky box they can collect it I think sky is rubbish for the money ? always repeats same stuff. 5 days to go omg am so nervous goin to visit mum feel like I  ot met her I don't know what reaction I get if any boss me about or saying things about my bf I won't be goin back. My bf amazing guy he not abusive or beater he kind gentle man what I need some who caring and accept my mental health to I don't think my mum likes me being happy though she always says some bad about people she don't know him it bit difficult if he else place am here waiting for his call lucky to even msg on app he know I was trying to send msg he unblock it goin scared him this wk thou


You do not have to say anything. But, it may harm your defence if you do not mention when questioned something which you later rely on in court. Anything you do say may be given in evidence.” I did add something after this first part he get anxious. When I first met him I played a telephone joke it freaked him out the tax man joker omg he fell for it then wen I rang him I told him he said was that u he get a repeat one day seriously he scared me thru this investigation now I scared him funny 

sam12

Had no sleep at all more frequent lately. Am seriously worried about Friday. Got to call my social worker today wonder what crack joke he this time. Don't worry he be paid back to. Wk am getting out its raining not happy. I really miss my bf so much. Neighbour is quite not a sound of them. Good morning to to all to. Nothing worse than having no money at all my bf owes me money but I no idea when I get it he said he pay me Al back 

sam12

I think new neighbour under me I hearing noise etci not seen anyone move in though no idea if male or female there I certainly not having anyone after last 3 neighbours am OK here til bf call me. 

sam12

Space cats magic fly utube. Making music for goin to mum 

sam12

Feel low today Saturday didn't have a good sleep Friday night. This benzo withdrawal symptoms making me feel am nothing because I don't feel right in my clothes because because of the body being out of wack all shape and sizes. Some clothes need altering thou. Miss my bf so badly to. Had another smoothie with little alpro sugar free yoghurt and mango banana milk yummy. Had healthy lunch it fill me up to feeling my tummy muscles tightening up be the withdrawal. My foot still unstable little worried it mite not heal properly. Spending alot of time on utube watching roller-coasters blogs very interesting 

Adrian_Scope

Hi @sam12. It sounds like you’re getting a bit nervous about seeing your mum this week, it’s been a long time since you’ve seen her hasn’t it?
Have you decided on your outfit now? 

I had a mango and passion fruit smoothie this weekend. What other flavours do you like?

Adrian_Scope

Have you met your new neighbour yet? 

sam12

No am interested after last 3 issues. Soon bf calls we go get house ?