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  • Alex_Alumni
    Alex_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 7,538 Championing
    Hello @cupcake88 how have things been since you last posted? 

    It's clear both you and your partner care very much about each other, that's a really positive thing to focus on.

    As chiarieds says, I'm sure your partner's work can hopefully understand, and they might well be looking at how they can help out. There's no need to blame yourself for something that might never come to pass. 
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    Yes his work has been very understanding so far his boss always has been nice bout the situation. And has allowed him to come home when needed so he couldn’t have a nicer manager . It’s just a worry because that’s our only income I get my pip that helps a lot but I have a review coming up in two months at some point I haven’t heard from them yet but it’s also a worry I could 
    loose my pip . 

    I’m also still not in a good way trying to battle my thoughts in my head . I’m just so worried I’ll end up in hospital for my wedding and that would just crush me . 
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    I’m not coping well friends please help . There are horned creatures in my garden . 
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,674 Championing
    Hi @cupcake88

    Im sorry this is happening again.
    If your partner isn’t with you  just now you should reach out to the crisis pad, or just ring 999 for some help.

    I hope things can settle down for you.

    Take care ❤️
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    He’s due back at quarter to 12 x
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    Last time I called a ambulance they didn’t think I was in need of one which really hurt so they didn’t send one . X 
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    I I could just take a taxi but not while all these creatures are in my garden . 
  • Ross_Alumni
    Ross_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 7,611 Championing
    edited April 2022
    Is your partner with you now @cupcake88?  It's good that his work have been really supportive, you both must really appreciate that.

    Thank you for getting back to us on this thread, it's always nice to hear from you. I'm sorry to hear that you aren't coping well, as mentioned by other members if you feel as though you need immediate support please contact 999, or you could give the crisis team another ring. 

    When is your wedding? it is something to look forward to, I bet you can't wait for it. You have the full support of everybody on here and I'm sure that everyone wishes you well for the wedding.
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    edited April 2022
    Yes I have rang the crisis pad but got to wait for them to call me back . My partner is currently at work till late this evening it’s just me and my little dog . My wedding is just under 2 months that’s if I’m not sectioned before it I feel my self loosing my mind again the voices are telling me 
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  • Ross_Alumni
    Ross_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 7,611 Championing
    edited April 2022
    Hi @cupcake88

    Thank you again for getting back to us. 

    Did the crisis team given an indication of how long it would take them to call you back? Hopefully they don't take too long, but in the meantime please ensure you stay safe, and give your dog plenty of cuddles. What is his name? :) 

    Just to reiterate as well, if you do feel as though you might act on those thoughts, please contact 999 to get some urgent support. You could also consider contacting your partner to see if he can come home and be there with you, if you feel as though the next few hours until he returns are going to be challenging.

    There is also Samaritans if you want to have a chat with somebody over the phone, you can get in touch with them on 116 123.
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,682 Championing
    Hi @cupcake - you know not to worry about your PIP review as your friends here in the community will be there to help you.
    Have you heard back from the crisis pad yet? As others have said, don't let things become too much for you, & keep yourself safe by ringing 999. Please don't be put off by them not helping you last time as that's probably a one off. Please take care my dear friend. Much love & gentle hugs, & as always in my thoughts & prayers, xx
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    edited April 2022
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  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    I’m so distressed my friends 
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,682 Championing
    Hi @cupcake - please don't listen to the voices you hear; fight them....they seem very real, but are not. Can you sing out loud to drown them out? Stroke your dog & talk to him. Can you ring your partner & ask for him to come home early? I'm so sorry for your enormous distress. I will remain on the community until your partner gets home. As above, if it's just too much, ring 999 & ask for help.
    I can't imagine what you're going through, but all your friends are here for you. Keep messaging on here, or ring for help. Sending you so much love, well wishes & prayers, xx
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,674 Championing
    Hi @cupcake88

    As chiarieds suggested try doing something to take your mind off it, take a nice bath and put some music on to drown out the voices.

    If it doesn’t help just phone 999.
    We all care about you so much.

    😘❤️
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    I’m so greatful to you all for all your support . I’m trying to drown the voices out got my music on loud . And it’s not working i tried a hot bath and it hadn’t worked . 

    I’m so lucky to Have so many friends on this forum I feel blessed thank you all for your support . Crisis team still haven’t called me back like what a joke . 

    My partner will be home soonish so if I’m still feeling bad I’ll ask him to take me to a n e 
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,682 Championing
    Hi @cupcake - sorry things are not working for you, but pleased your partner will be home soonish.
    So sorry you haven't heard back from the crisis team as it really shouldn't take so long.
    Take very good care of yourself, & keep chatting here until your partner gets home. Great you'll think about going to hospital if things remain bad, xx
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,682 Championing
    Hope your partner's home now. Goodnight & God bless, xx
  • Tori_Scope
    Tori_Scope Scope Posts: 12,452 Championing
    How are you doing today @cupcake88? 

    Did the crisis team ring you back? Is your partner with you now?
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    Hi every one last night was tough for me to get threw but i had all of you cheering me on which means so much . My partner is at work today but till 9 pm and he’s working all weekend . I don’t want 
    him taking any more time 
    off work because of me I don’t 
    like him going to work worried bout me . 

    I’m still feeling pretty bad today very suicidal . The crisis team was really **** last night no help what’s so ever . I don’t think I can keep my self safe today but I don’t want sit around in a n e . 
    I just tried calling my community team for help they should call me back soon . I feel very let down by all the services in the community x

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