How is your day going?

Been a quiet day, didn’t wake up until 12, mainly been sat watching tv. I did then decide to sort out a few books in preparation for them going into long term storage.
I’ve got to have my entire staircase taken out and replaced, it’s an absolute nightmare! I’ve got to have my stairlift removed and the only place they can store it is in my living room. Before all this I’ve got to have my Stairs and Landing walloped.
After they have fixed my stairs I need to have my carpets put down and then my stairlift can go back in.

While sorting the books, I was able to access the Welsh Dresser to store some critical items. I was able to put away two Lego sets that have been in bits since my ex wife dumped me, they have joined three others inside. VW Split Screen Camper, Ecto 1, Peugeot Le Mans Hypercar.

I have a Lego Wall-E alongside my late Aunt’s Vase on a shelf above me. I know some people may not have a similar belief, but I kiss a finger at night and touch the vase and look upwards and say night and love you to my loved ones.

I’ve set a timer on the washer with a decent load on, I always have it come on at Midnight to save energy and pennies. I’ve also sat and sorted out all the rubbish for the dustbin men tomorrow.

I’ve still got the thorn in my side of not having a LPA in place for both Health & Finance due to not having someone to sign it or act as an Attorney. I need to find someone that can help me do it pro bono and get it registered should I lose Mental Capacity.

I’m still not in a great place with the mental health due to the massive black hole that is lack of support available. It really makes me feel ashamed that Mental Health is still a Taboo Subject especially for Men still to this day!

I’ve had a band called Halestorm on in the background for the past few hours, Lzzy Hale recently sung at Ozzy Osbourne & Black Sabbath’s last show.

I have to admit Halestorm are one of the best bands I’ve seen live and the song below truly speaks to me for not just me but anyone going through a battle with Mental Health

https://youtu.be/yamCChWBsd0?si=jM9IKo2IZVqKDu-D

Morning... Nice weather today but it will get hotter later

.I am going to my Wednesdays volunteering and I will be back home by 2.30 pm. l will see how I feel afterwards..

Quiet day at the mill, done a bit of administration work. Then decided to have a wash, then looked in the mirror and ended up having a normal shave, then decided to shave the old head 🪒

Then I put my brave pants on, took two diazepam and headed out for a walk to the local chippy to grab tea.

I’m now just considering, whether or not to reactivate my new Facebook and to let friends back in. But I must admit I’ve got a very strong distrust of the outside world.

I am rather angry with myself. I really hate myself when I misplace stuff. My memory is so bad and this was a shopping list. Now I probably will have to be in the place walking around until I remember the stuff I wrote down. Fact chance. I am sure I did not throw it away . I might never find that list. Hence the reason I really have to tidy up. Anyway I will try to forget about it as it really angers me on how useless I am.. it was an IKEA list. I know it was not big stuff a couple of things the rest is good I think. It is silly but for me Is a mountain. Only people with anxiety knows the feeling . I can not help it..