How is your day going?

No western 'leaders' can see them. It must be a result of the special brain surgery they receive, upon attaining high office.

i am back home… as i said i am ok while with people but then back to feeling down once i am back home. i am a bit happier when i am out with people but then, right now i am just bad. Time to relax or try to and tomorrow will be another day.

Grumpy what they are doing to you is very very unfair. i hope you can be seen tomorrow.

Anyway good evening and good night.

my incident last time was not me even if was me… i am very good nature person but also can get angry for no reason or little reason… i do not like that person.. i get upset very easily and need to learn to calm down and think before acting… but the older i get the harder it gets. that incident would not have happened if i were thinking before saying or acting. (but yet again it is too late and i have to put it aside and try to forget and learn from it.) i would feel better. i am feeling as a said again down. i also have a strange feeling that if i am in a good mood like i was while i was around people today someone might take it against me as if you are in a good mood today you can not be sick….and i was told i was in a good mood . i always feel like i have spies around me.. even in this centre, i suspect of one person.. but then again it is in my head… or maybe not. but i will never know. i hope things will get better. i can only hope.

@Schildpad

That's interesting about worrying people'll think you're well when you're in an upbeat mood. It's crossed my mind before, but I've never really paid it lots of thought.

I've found people with struggles are sometimes the most cheerful!! I guess I'd say just express whatever you're feeling, don't mask, but that's easy to say I know

good morning to everyone hope all is well it’s beautiful day here won’t be going out as still struggling with my disability that affects my mobility just keep busy doing puzzles games

@Schildpad

I'm sorry to hear how you feel.

I often feel people make me feel guilty for having my health problems. My CPTSD gets triggered when I read things that suggests I'm a bad person. It's co-morbid with my gender dysphoria and I often feel society is out to tell me I'm horrible because of my gender (which I don't even align with!). When I try to explain being born male doesn't make me bad then people think I'm being old-fashioned or right wing when I'm not because I'm not defending all men I'm just defending myself

If I was a proud male it'd be different but to be put in a box that I didn't ask to be put in and then criticised for supposedly being in that box makes me feel really horrible

How can you bear it? I'd rather be tied down and forced to watch Thora Hird presenting Songs of Praise! 😮

Trying to cope. I feel I am pushing myself. I can not change what happened I am out in the supermarket. I need and I hope it doesn't rain.....

I don't know what to do, I just want someone to reassure me

I'm so needy and stupid I know and I'm sorry, I just want someone to make me feel ok

I'm sorry for posting as I'm not worth reading anyway, I'm sorry for everything and for being horrible, I'm just sorry