How is your day going?

luvpink

Been drifting in and out of sleep all day.

Stupid cfs

Schildpad

today i am in pain. i wanted to go to a place but i had mixed feelings and also anxiety feelings so i did not go…. i am feeling really anxious today.. i have mixed feelings about stuff that is happening to me. first one of them is i got a message from the bank telling me i will get a letter in the post. i am now worried about what the letter will say etc… i google it and there are mixed reviews so i will see when i get the letter.

also i got a call from the agency where i rent my place. landlord always pays for the council tax.. now they tell me they need me to set another direct debit for the council tax but if i do not pay for it why do they ask me to do so. i have to talk to them tomorrow afternoon but i just do not understand.. always worried i mess up or put myself in trouble. i have been giving these letters back to the agency. and they been sorting it out. but why another direct debit is something i do not understand. tomorrow i will talk. .

Schildpad

i am very worried. anxious and scared.. anyway. i am going to switch off for today. i do not understand why do i have to always have issues going on.. i can not deal with all the problems that i encounter. i am not sure if i will be able to sleep today. and there is always a tomorrow and i do not want it. good night.

luvpink

I am exhausted but I'm hoping I can drum up the energy to go out for a few hours today.

durhamjaide2001

good morning everyone

Amberpearl

Good morning all

14 degrees light breeze part sunny

xodza

good morning hope everyone have pleasant morning lovely outside brightness your day but feel bit disheartened went doctor yesterday with very bad pain and limited mobility they said got few slipped disc and slightly compressed nerve but was told no treatment only pain relief just seems crazy that leave you unable to walk hardly nothing can be done as surgery not option

Catherine21

I cant carry on without fifi I cant do it

Community_Scope

Hi @Catherine21 I'm so sorry to hear about little Fifi, this must be such a heartbreaking time. My thoughts go out to you, we are going to pop you over an email in a bit so please keep an eye out

Schildpad

@Catherine21 Fifi will be in your heart forever and also in spirit. It will be hard but you have to try to take pleasure in things again little by little. Try to go out and meet people etc. I know it is hard.

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1066625#Comment_1066625

Thankyou I poured my whole heart into fifi she's definitely with me i hope your OK did you resolve your worries yesterday

Catherine21

I know you did its heart breaking i phoned them she was lovely lady I been trying to keep busy then I just scream I feel numb I feel scared without her really scared

Schildpad

@Catherine21 i think i managed to sort out something today but i am not sure. i am always worried. even when things are sorted out. because i need reassurance things are sorted out. i will find out in a few days. still waiting letter from the bank and will have to get it to the bank in case this is a scam. phone seems real but also pops as scam.. so when i get the letter i will go to the bank and show it to them in case if it them or not. i hope it is not the debt collector.. i am paying the only debt i have with a debt charity who are helping out to clear it. i have no clue. it could be the bank owes me money from old isas.. i have no idea. but i do not trust any of this.

yes i know the feeling of losing a pet i had one cat when i was a kid and she lasted until my early twenties. it is hard.

Schildpad

another message that is in revision .. it is frustrating.

i am so so now. always worry. this anxiety is getting worse. i hope the new treatment will help but being cbt i am not sure as i have done it before. i hope it will work because it is really getting worse.

tomorrow i am back to a Thursday session. i am a client there but i hope to spend a couple of hours there and back home. that is i feel ok. as i am rather anxious now.

Schildpad

good night…

WhatThe

Hi Chris. Great band! Do you listen to Guy Garvey on Radio 6? It's the highlight of my weekend.

WhatThe

I can't listen to him even for a minute. He replaced Sean Keaveney and my afternoons have never been the same since!

Marcus Garvey used to have a slot.

WhatThe

I like northern accents!

Amberpearl

Been back and forth to thw bathroom

Think it might be the magnesium vitamin

Amberpearl

Tired had restless night sleep

Was tossing and turning