How is your day going?

Catherine this forum tell us that is the world is not as nice but there is always hope.... I have bad days and sometimes good days but I would never pretend is a good day If is bad. People are in a terrible state and other not so much. The forum is about accepting things are bad but will not be forever. And since there are people worse than us. It does bring hope that things could be worse and also could be better. I would not delete the account. This forum is helping me .... Encourage me to carry on in very bleak times.

Must admit as the days gone on my mood has soured more and more. I know I’ve got a gp appointment for my gastric system on Wednesday, but in all honesty I don’t want to leave the flat, same with the cinema on Saturday. I keep questioning what’s wrong with me, what’s my worth and in all honesty the whole purpose of breathing. I don’t call the flat home, more like a prison! The last true home I had was with my ex wife where I had a life, now I’ve just got nothing. Just have nothing in my life or anything to keep me going, each day I wake up I I’m always disappointed. I’m not talking about a certain thing that would trigger alarms. I just wouldn’t act on anything, I’d just let nature take its cause over the coming years.

I’ve sent an email to my GP surgery cancelling my appointment on Wednesday, couldn’t care less about my physical or mental health. Even though I need to have flu and Covid jabs, I think they can go by the wayside. Cinema wise not a good idea to go, knowing me I’d fall asleep like I’ve done in the past. I’m going to cancel the meeting with the area coordinator, I did say I wanted to work on targets to help me live again and frankly there isn’t any point in doing so. Gonna just run myself into the ground further and further, going to do the bare minimum to get through each day.

Is it bad that I’ve decided to give up all fighting, decided to accept things as they are and just don’t care about myself or what happens to me. Gonna start withdrawing meds over time, just don’t see the point in taking a placebo every night. Gonna just cut them off as of tomorrow and chuck them in the bin. I’m a horrible person, failure to family, so called friends and those that I’ve lost. Just gonna disappear and become like one of those people forget lives in the flat above. All that check on your neighbours doesn’t apply to me.

You are not a bad person, Zippy! Please take care of yourself and be safe.

Good morning everybody. I hope you are ok. Maybe not much pain.. I am not that bad pain wise today. A not very nice weather today, but I have to go out. Hopefully it will not rain. It is not cold. Let's see how it goes. I am always feel very scared and anxious on Monday. Maybe i Will feel better later on.... Have a good day.

Hi, another awful and I'm only feel safe here . Compare to my parents. My mum is kept getting worse when I want to set my boundaries. I'm done with my mum and I give up since my mum kept providing me that my mum is never going to change. I'm always frustrated, anger and anxious most of time .

I am back . It was very quiet. But at least I left home .. I hope tomorrow will not be raining.... Good night .

I'm sorry to hear that, disappointing, and hope they can sort it out for you soon @Amberpearl. I hope all your lovely cats are doing ok.

I'm. Feeling downright miserable

All the meds blood thinners plus the stomach med you have to take wgen on. Blood thinners are giving me severe bleeding and many visits to the bathroom

I. Rang the gp surgery yesterday, got receptionist, I explained and Sge says she will tell the dr

In the mean time I. Feel. Very scared and depressed

Nurse said if you have issues don't stop the meds as your risk of stroke is very high

Just call us

I. Did

So far nobody rang me

I've had a rectal exam and 2 poop samples.

All normal

That tells, me it's the meds

I hope I haven't offended anyone

It's just someone complained about what I was saying on here

I'm. Not wrote anything upsettimg

I just need support as I have no one

So I'm. Reluctant to say much re health issues