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  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    I am probably to blame for alot of things going wrong @Adrian_Scope .

    A good reason to learn from all my mistakes

    Not sure how sucessful i will be with that though .

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Online Community Member Posts: 9,637 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1084326#Comment_1084326

    We like you strawberry how can we not your kind gentle always respectful genuine hopefully in time your see its ok if things dont work out the way we want them and its not always our fault you have apologised thats all you can do dont hurt yourself anymore x

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Sorry i have written so much @Adrian_Scope .

    Hope i can be forgiven .

    Please look after yourself

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Thank you @Catherine21 ,

    At the moment im not seeing any good in myself .

    I did apologise to my friend alot.

    I sincerely meant it too .

    My mental health isnt always in a good place .

    I know my mental health ruined the friendship .

    Its early days .

    I will be ok eventually.

    I do know though that my mental health ruins lots of things .

    I am who i am .

    Whats happened has happened

    Nothing i can do about it now .

    If im not forgiven it will have to be classed as water under the bridge

    Its still early days

    Times a great healer

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Sorry the post was so long @Catherine21 .

    Truly sorry

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Just feeling like a total loser at the moment thats all .

    Sincerely sorry about that .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    I have actually read that emotional trauma can cause a person to apologise alot .

    Thats me

    I apologise alot

    And emotional trauma has played a part in my life .

    Thats why i am like i am i think

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    I apologise wholeheartedly for my rant .

    Hope i can be forgiven .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Please take care of yourselves everyone .

    Best wishes always .

  • Mary_Scope
    Mary_Scope Posts: 4,256 Scope Online Community Children and Family Specialists

    Hi @Strawberry1

    Sorry to hear how you are feeling and that things are no better with your friend.

    There is no need to apologise for your rant. We all need to have a space where we feel safe and comfortable to vent how we are feeling.

    We're going to send your an email soon, please keep an eye out for it

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Thank You @Mary_Scope

    I called Samaritans and Im glad I did

    Thank you very much

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Ive got to organise some things @Mary_Scope , i am going to hospital on Friday to have a pacemaker fitted .

    Need to get prepared

    Tomorrow is going to be busy too .

    Thank u for allowing me the space to vent

    I am very grateful

  • WhatThe
    WhatThe Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 5,482 Championing

    Hey Strawberry ๐Ÿ“ I'm sorry you're feeling so rubbish atm. I hope your friend can forgive you in time. If you said something you regret then that makes you human. You're not well and we can all snap when we're in pain.

    The last time I saw you on here you were in hospital following a heart attack ๐Ÿ˜ฎ I hope your pacemaker surgery on Friday is comfortable and that it gives you a new lease of life.

    In the meantime, rant away - it's your thread ๐Ÿ˜„

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering

    Good luck Friday @Strawberry1 hope you get a fresh start.

    My mum may end up with one also they are trying heart ablation first in mid December to try get rid of the atrial fibrillation. A cardiac arrest and a heart attack behind us already because of AF I know how absolutely frightening it all is, lots of love and best wishes to you

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    @Nightcity and @WhatThe , just got a visitor at the moment .

    I will message back as soon as I can .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Thank you in advance @WhatThe and @Nightcity

  • Jane315STARX
    Jane315STARX Online Community Member Posts: 1,037 Championing

    Hi @Strawberry1 im just catching up with all that's going on.Hope your visit went well.sending you best wishes x

  • WhatThe
    WhatThe Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 5,482 Championing

    In your own time Strawberry. You are always so considerate. Just take it easy ๐Ÿค—

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Thank you so much @Jane315STARX

    Hope you are ok

    Please take care of yourself

    Best wishes always

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Hi @WhatThe , sorry my reply is late

    My visitor has just left .

    Thank you for your kindness .

    Not sure what will happen with the friendship thats gone wrong

    I take full responsability for maybe speaking out of term with the friend I had .

    Thank you for your kind wishes and wishing me luck for Friday.

    Im very grateful

    Hoping u r ok

    Please take care of yourself

    Best wishes always

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