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  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    I cant make people like me .

  • Adrian_Scope
    Adrian_Scope Posts: 11,928 Online Community Programme Lead

    Hi @Strawberry1

    You can't control what people think about you, but you can work on what you think of yourself. You are worthy and you are important.

    How are you doing today? Have you been getting out at all?

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    Bit rubbish @Adrian_Scope .

    No I dont go out in cold weather much .

    When people put others down alot its difficult to have any self esteem .

    I will just plod on the best I can .

    Take care .

    Apologies

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    Sincere apologies @Adrian_Scope .

    Thank you for your time .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    Life just keeps on throwing curveballs all the time @Adrian_Scope

    Its becoming more and more testing as time goes by .

    Plus i have physical issues to deal with as well .

    Just very testing at the moment

    Sincere apologies @Adrian_Scope

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    I am probably to blame for alot of things going wrong @Adrian_Scope .

    A good reason to learn from all my mistakes

    Not sure how sucessful i will be with that though .

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,803 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1084326#Comment_1084326

    We like you strawberry how can we not your kind gentle always respectful genuine hopefully in time your see its ok if things dont work out the way we want them and its not always our fault you have apologised thats all you can do dont hurt yourself anymore x

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    Sorry i have written so much @Adrian_Scope .

    Hope i can be forgiven .

    Please look after yourself

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    Thank you @Catherine21 ,

    At the moment im not seeing any good in myself .

    I did apologise to my friend alot.

    I sincerely meant it too .

    My mental health isnt always in a good place .

    I know my mental health ruined the friendship .

    Its early days .

    I will be ok eventually.

    I do know though that my mental health ruins lots of things .

    I am who i am .

    Whats happened has happened

    Nothing i can do about it now .

    If im not forgiven it will have to be classed as water under the bridge

    Its still early days

    Times a great healer

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    Sorry the post was so long @Catherine21 .

    Truly sorry

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    Just feeling like a total loser at the moment thats all .

    Sincerely sorry about that .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    I have actually read that emotional trauma can cause a person to apologise alot .

    Thats me

    I apologise alot

    And emotional trauma has played a part in my life .

    Thats why i am like i am i think

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    I apologise wholeheartedly for my rant .

    Hope i can be forgiven .

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    Please take care of yourselves everyone .

    Best wishes always .

  • Mary_Scope
    Mary_Scope Posts: 3,277 Scope Online Community Children and Family Specialists

    Hi @Strawberry1

    Sorry to hear how you are feeling and that things are no better with your friend.

    There is no need to apologise for your rant. We all need to have a space where we feel safe and comfortable to vent how we are feeling.

    We're going to send your an email soon, please keep an eye out for it

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    Thank You @Mary_Scope

    I called Samaritans and Im glad I did

    Thank you very much

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    Ive got to organise some things @Mary_Scope , i am going to hospital on Friday to have a pacemaker fitted .

    Need to get prepared

    Tomorrow is going to be busy too .

    Thank u for allowing me the space to vent

    I am very grateful

  • WhatThe
    WhatThe Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 4,988 Championing

    Hey Strawberry ๐Ÿ“ I'm sorry you're feeling so rubbish atm. I hope your friend can forgive you in time. If you said something you regret then that makes you human. You're not well and we can all snap when we're in pain.

    The last time I saw you on here you were in hospital following a heart attack ๐Ÿ˜ฎ I hope your pacemaker surgery on Friday is comfortable and that it gives you a new lease of life.

    In the meantime, rant away - it's your thread ๐Ÿ˜„

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 609 Empowering

    Good luck Friday @Strawberry1 hope you get a fresh start.

    My mum may end up with one also they are trying heart ablation first in mid December to try get rid of the atrial fibrillation. A cardiac arrest and a heart attack behind us already because of AF I know how absolutely frightening it all is, lots of love and best wishes to you

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,152 Championing

    @Nightcity and @WhatThe , just got a visitor at the moment .

    I will message back as soon as I can .

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