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  • Chris75_
    Chris75_ Online Community Member Posts: 4,772 Championing
    edited November 2025
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1086309#Comment_1086309

    Did you never smoke real cigarettes then, rubin? I have never tried vaping.

  • rubin16
    rubin16 Scope Member Posts: 1,433 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1086325#Comment_1086325

    To be quite honest with you I never even touched a cig until I was 28. It started becuase I was in agony once in hospital and nothing was helping, and a family friend wheeled me out briefly and gave me some **oregano mixed with tobacco which made me forget the pain for hours. Since then I used to smoke it ocassionally, but having it mixed with tobacco became me craving just something to smoke, which became cigs now and then to eventually stopping and just having a vape instead.

  • Chris75_
    Chris75_ Online Community Member Posts: 4,772 Championing

    Gotta watch out for the old oregano! Lol.

  • rubin16
    rubin16 Scope Member Posts: 1,433 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1086323#Comment_1086323

    Thanks Zipz,

    Things actual happened for once yesterday, so fingers crossed something gets done soon. The consultants should be around soon so hopefully I get a better idea.

  • Chris75_
    Chris75_ Online Community Member Posts: 4,772 Championing

    I remember i once gave a man in his mid 80s ( This is 30 years ago) a smoke of my bong. He was delighted with the result!

    That old gentleman will sadly be long gone, but he and I ( alongside several score others), we walked possibly 300 miles over hill and glen, whilst wearing period costume ( Mid 18th century Scotland).

  • rubin16
    rubin16 Scope Member Posts: 1,433 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1086338#Comment_1086338

    I went to Scotland for the first time last year with my nan, I'd always wanted to go considering i'm half scottish from my mums side. Absolutely beautiful country and round every corner was a breathtaking view and stunning scenery. Your lucky to live there.

  • Chris75_
    Chris75_ Online Community Member Posts: 4,772 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1086341#Comment_1086341

    Thanks, rubin, but as with any country, it depends where you live! There are blighted estates aplenty that will never know the beauty surrounding them.

  • rubin16
    rubin16 Scope Member Posts: 1,433 Championing

    I just saw the consultant, I don't know what to think. He's said the same what my camera report said but said theres no fix for it apart from painkillers. I don't know what that means, will I never be able to eat or walk again, cause if thats the case I might as well end things.

  • rubin16
    rubin16 Scope Member Posts: 1,433 Championing

    I'm crying my eyes out, I had a meltdown and basically dragged myself off the ward and outside before collapsing in pain and staff had to bring me back in a wheelchair.

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,996 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    @rubin16 I'm so sorry. I can't imagine what an awful time you're having at the moment. Are you feeling any better now?

  • rubin16
    rubin16 Scope Member Posts: 1,433 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1086396#Comment_1086396

    Not really, I asked for some anti-sickness at 11:20am so I could try some soup again, Soup came at 11:45am, still no anti-sickness, after buzzing 3 times, nurse finally comes at 12:50 with anti-sickness after letting it get in my system for 10mins, I take some sips of freezing cold soup after only taking like 4 small spoons of cold soup, I started feeling really ill again and just spent the past hour being sick.

    They still haven't got me a dietician either.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,799 Championing

    I really hope they get you the help soon @rubin16 .

    Sounds like you are having a lot to deal with

    Im so sorry you are having all of this stress

    Sorry the progress is slow from the doctors .

    My biggest wish is for you to be so much better soon

    Best wishes always

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,996 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    I can't believe they left you waiting for so long and you had to have cold soup! Did you tell them it was cold because you'd waited so long?

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,799 Championing

    Really do hope they get you better soon @rubin16

    Sending well wishes

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,799 Championing

    Really hope they get you better soon @rubin16 .

    Sending loads of empathy and compassion your way

    Quick and swift recovery wanted for you

  • rubin16
    rubin16 Scope Member Posts: 1,433 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1086566#Comment_1086566

    Thanks for your kind words, sorry i've not responded much today I've not been feeling the best and spent 5 hours being sick and then was sleeping. I hope you're okay though

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,799 Championing

    So sorry to hear how ill you have been today @rubin16 .

    That sounds awful

    You really need something to help with that situation .

    Nothing to apologise for

    You are not well

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,799 Championing

    Bless you

    Your not well and asking how i am @rubin16 .

    I really really really want you to get the help you need .

    I really hope you are better soon .

    Its not nice being as poorly as you are .

    The doctors need to act a bit more swiftly to get you better .

    Wishing you a swift recovery .

    Sending loads of well wishes your way

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,799 Championing

    Im still feeling teary @rubin16 .

    Its just gonna take time for me to get my head straight .

    All i wish is for u to be better soon

    Everyone will be wishing you well and rooting for a quick recovery for you .

  • rubin16
    rubin16 Scope Member Posts: 1,433 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1086588#Comment_1086588

    Thanks, My care-cordinator is coming tomorrow to find out whats happening. So hopefully I get a better idea as I don't process information well and will freak out/ have a meltdown.

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