Mental health

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  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering

    welcome back @Zippy1983 hope you get a better night tonight.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    I send lots of get well wishes your way @Nightcity

    You will get there

    It may take a little time but you will get there

    Best wishes always

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering
  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Hope today has been less rough than other days before @rubin16.

    So many people here wanting u to be well .

    Lots of get well wishes sent today and until your better

  • rubin16
    rubin16 Scope Member Posts: 1,453 Championing

    Yeah i'm in high spirits today, after keeping breakfast down I had abit of lunch. A small bowl of soup, and alittle bit of mash potato and gravy. It gave me stomach ache for a few hours but settled and the main thing was I kept it down and wasn't sick.

    I'm so happy I can eat alittle bit, and now finally going in the right direction. I just want to get home and be well at christmas for my nan.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Behind my mask @Nightcity

    Tears fall down my face

    Got to get rid of the rubbish life throws at us somehow .

    Your a diamond @Nightcity

    An absolute 24 carrat diamond

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering
  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering
  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Im glad you have managed to keep some food down @rubin16 .

    Thats good news

    Baby steps lead to large leaps .

    Wishing you well always

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Hope everyone has a reasonable evening

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Good night everyone

    Im tired gonna go sleep

    Happy dreams

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering

    sweet dreams Strawbs 💛

  • Zippy1983
    Zippy1983 Online Community Member Posts: 283 Empowering

    I am sat here at 22.30pm and I’m tearing what little hair I have in place out. I’m also climbing the walls, feeling low, I’ve tried going back on social media and I just start panicking and just find myself saying I can’t do it. I can’t let people back into my life, I can’t talk to people and I’m all honesty I’ve lost trust in the world. I’m supposed to be going to a concert in Nottingham and I’m climbing the walls with that as there is very poor access for people with disabilities and I can’t even speak to or email the venue either. I am honestly about to back out of going and just scrubbing that trip in all its entirety and lose the funds for the ticket and the train fare already laid out.


    I’ve got a two night stay in Stafford to watch a show called the UK Rock Orchestra alongside a show in Derby called Dubliners Encore both of which have been fantastic with the access requirements and seating.

    Its actually nerve racking that I’m going to all of these shows alone and I’m just questioning myself on that as well as my trip to Scotland in June.

    I’m questioning myself sanity in trying to do so much when I haven’t done much this year apart from be in the flat. I’m just truly questioning am I trying to do stuff that the new me is just not cut out to do and I’m actually questioning myself which am I letting win - my mental health or my physical health or both. Just who am I 😢

  • Jane315STARX
    Jane315STARX Online Community Member Posts: 1,037 Championing

    @Zippy1983 I think its perfectly natural for you to be feeling apprehensive about what you are about to do.Perhaps you are placing pressure upon yourself for the experiences to be 'ideal".I think from what you have mentioned they sound a great idea because they include music.So at a point you could lose yourself in the beautiful sound momentarily atleast.

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Online Community Member Posts: 9,635 Championing

    Glad to hear tests came back clear must be relived

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 656 Pioneering

    Yes and no, obviously I'm glad it's not kidney,heart or liver failure but now we're on rarer things and although dr Google isn't the best practitioner the other possible causes aren't much better, Gp is ringing later to prescribe something to try keep it in it's box.

    I've already had a bad morning and not really interested atm, I'm making it very clear after playing games for six months already I won't be attending any more appointments this year ,I have enough to deal with with the two mum has.

    I ***** hate 2025 can't wait to see the back of the horrid thing. I need routine and normality and I've not had one single month or even fortnight that's been settled since LAST Christmas.

    I'm looking at'my options for the future regarding many things including where I live who Can stay and go in my life, if I should sell my collection of films.

    Hope you're ok, speak soon 💛

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Take care everyone

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Look after yourselves

    Take care

    Keep safe

    All the best

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    Had more stress to deal with .

    Not sure what to think about anything anymore

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,889 Championing

    I feel like i dont know whats right and whats wrong these days

    My head is so messed up