Mental health

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  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Behind my mask @Nightcity

    Tears fall down my face

    Got to get rid of the rubbish life throws at us somehow .

    Your a diamond @Nightcity

    An absolute 24 carrat diamond

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 609 Empowering
  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 609 Empowering
  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Im glad you have managed to keep some food down @rubin16 .

    Thats good news

    Baby steps lead to large leaps .

    Wishing you well always

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Hope everyone has a reasonable evening

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Good night everyone

    Im tired gonna go sleep

    Happy dreams

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 609 Empowering

    sweet dreams Strawbs ๐Ÿ’›

  • Zippy1983
    Zippy1983 Online Community Member Posts: 282 Empowering

    I am sat here at 22.30pm and Iโ€™m tearing what little hair I have in place out. Iโ€™m also climbing the walls, feeling low, Iโ€™ve tried going back on social media and I just start panicking and just find myself saying I canโ€™t do it. I canโ€™t let people back into my life, I canโ€™t talk to people and Iโ€™m all honesty Iโ€™ve lost trust in the world. Iโ€™m supposed to be going to a concert in Nottingham and Iโ€™m climbing the walls with that as there is very poor access for people with disabilities and I canโ€™t even speak to or email the venue either. I am honestly about to back out of going and just scrubbing that trip in all its entirety and lose the funds for the ticket and the train fare already laid out.


    Iโ€™ve got a two night stay in Stafford to watch a show called the UK Rock Orchestra alongside a show in Derby called Dubliners Encore both of which have been fantastic with the access requirements and seating.

    Its actually nerve racking that Iโ€™m going to all of these shows alone and Iโ€™m just questioning myself on that as well as my trip to Scotland in June.

    Iโ€™m questioning myself sanity in trying to do so much when I havenโ€™t done much this year apart from be in the flat. Iโ€™m just truly questioning am I trying to do stuff that the new me is just not cut out to do and Iโ€™m actually questioning myself which am I letting win - my mental health or my physical health or both. Just who am I ๐Ÿ˜ข

  • Jane315STARX
    Jane315STARX Online Community Member Posts: 1,030 Championing

    @Zippy1983 I think its perfectly natural for you to be feeling apprehensive about what you are about to do.Perhaps you are placing pressure upon yourself for the experiences to be 'ideal".I think from what you have mentioned they sound a great idea because they include music.So at a point you could lose yourself in the beautiful sound momentarily atleast.

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,797 Championing

    Glad to hear tests came back clear must be relived

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 609 Empowering

    Yes and no, obviously I'm glad it's not kidney,heart or liver failure but now we're on rarer things and although dr Google isn't the best practitioner the other possible causes aren't much better, Gp is ringing later to prescribe something to try keep it in it's box.

    I've already had a bad morning and not really interested atm, I'm making it very clear after playing games for six months already I won't be attending any more appointments this year ,I have enough to deal with with the two mum has.

    I ***** hate 2025 can't wait to see the back of the horrid thing. I need routine and normality and I've not had one single month or even fortnight that's been settled since LAST Christmas.

    I'm looking at'my options for the future regarding many things including where I live who Can stay and go in my life, if I should sell my collection of films.

    Hope you're ok, speak soon ๐Ÿ’›

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Take care everyone

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Look after yourselves

    Take care

    Keep safe

    All the best

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Had more stress to deal with .

    Not sure what to think about anything anymore

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    I feel like i dont know whats right and whats wrong these days

    My head is so messed up

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 609 Empowering

    we're here for you

    I finally got an answer off the GP he says as all bloods are clear it's likely two of my medications interacting they've basically burst my capillaries causing fluid to leak into the tissue including the brain (it's not dangerous), but explains the lightheadedness part too

    he's told me to stop one of the BP pills (amlodipine) immediately stay on (bisproprolol) monitor the BP at home for a fortnight and if it climbs above 150/100 regularly he'll prescribe a replacement.

    If the swelling doesn't improve within 14 days he'll order more extensive tests but is sure it's the amlodipine

    thanks for all the support @Rachel_Scope @Strawberry1 @Anhedonia @Catherine21

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Thank you @Nightcity

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Sounds awful what you have had to deal with @Nightcity .

    Glad all the bloods are clear .

    Thats good news

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 8,149 Championing

    Sounds like you have a good care system in place there @Nightcity .

    Really hope things settle down for you

    You deserve a break from being poorly .

    Sending a load of empathy and compassion your way and a ton of well wishes.

    Hope you can rest up a bit too

    U r always welcome

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Online Community Member Posts: 609 Empowering

    thanks, I'm just annoyed when it could of been solved six months and 5 appointments ago. and it's still a guess a likely one but a guess.

    you got to laugh

    hugs to you