How is your day going?

Hope you are all ok. Myself, not really my anxiety is over the roof.

it happens more or less twice a year. @Rachel_Scope sometimes more. electricity , fire stuff and also sometimes council … so i guess three times a year. they finally came .. now the heater stopped working. i never used it or i used it many years ago, so he said that is probably why.. they use a pat machine so they do not have switch on anything. now he said it is probably dusted inside so he put a do not use sticker. Now being me.. anxious me now i am starting thinking if they will pin it on me and blame me for breaking it. also one of the hobs is not working i told him the other three work just fine. they are very old.. they only change stuff is it really broken. as it is cheaper to buy an new one than fix it. but anyway.. i really need to leave this place.

rent goes up and it is not really worth it. this is very distressing but i can not help myself. i am always anxious. but i have no choice but staying for the time being.

@Rachel_Scope I am in private rental. But in council list. And it probably will take years until I am even allow to see a place..

thanks.i am band c2. so i think they know but i am not classified as a priority as i am not homeless. it is complicated. the rents out there are also pretty bad and high, it is better what i know in case i get myself into something worse.

Thank you.

I can't find a dark purple box Rachel.

I can't see that Chris.

I just found it lol.

I haven't slept a wink again and I'm exhausted.

Its raining heavily here.

I'm getting my hair highlighted and trimmed today.

I haven't managed to get it done since October because of ill health.

Looking forward to watching the soaps this evening.

Morning. .. yet another day.

I slept well but still drained. I think i might miss today's stuff.

My anxiety is even worse than yesterday. I am scared for the future. I will see how it goes. Now maybe is better to get up.