Hi, my name is CrowGirl53!

Hi.
My name is Enigma and I'm a security officer.
I am autistic  and also have adhd ptsd .
My Security Manager says that he doesn't have time to Babysit us officer's,  when I have really tried to get support from him or my company. 
Even, H.R did not reply to me when I asked of why do I have to stay behind at work for up to 16 hours on the odd occasion,  of the next officer doesn't show up, then we may have to and I say HAVE to stay for up to 16 hours if it takes them between after my already 12 hour shift has finished  and the possible extra 4 hours.

My managers are Intimidating Bullies 
who have said quite nasty comments to me and a out me in a joint email once and then sent  it so all my other colleagues got to see that apparently,  I'm NEEDY.  

Last night , I felt Bullied and Intimidated by a top company manager, to do a job that has nothing to do with security  and yet I'm only on minimum pay.

I feel at risk as I've explained  of a strange Male courier that came in last night and he. Was  trying to blackmail me to take a very heavy parcel from him.

I told my Security manager and shared the email to colleagues, so they get to witness of his ignoring g such a plea
For help.I said I'm Scared around this particular driver and yet I have not received  a reply about that.

If I place a formal grievance, then what happens is my 2 managers get together  and arrange a meeting and make sure that I end up alone at the meeting,  so there are of no witnesses to them ridiculing me .

Enigma